Result is OUT today!

Finally, after the long busy two weeks, the day that I waited the most has come. Finally, the result day.. I have been waiting for this day and today, it is the day. I'm so nervous and actually, a little bit of scare. Not because of English nor Micro. Not also business that I'm afraid, but I'm scare of stats!! I can't imagine if I fail stats man, I can't take it man if I fail my stats.

Today morning, at about 6am in the morning, I received a message from Waise. Surprise me man as it never happened before. Always, she will only message me when she can't see me. I was awake at 5:45am in the morning to get prepare to go to the hospital. After my shower, I saw her name on my phone screen, so quickly, I open it and read it. Once I have finish reading it, I smiled, her message sound so funny.

Christine,i heard results is at 10am later n v hav to enrol the subs.r u goin bak college? i wana same timetable as u le.im SO scared.

Her that word, SO scared make me laugh. I replied her and I told her that I'm scare too. Her next message is

Ur welcome.im SCARED till i cant sleep.im awake now,sms u sumore.im reali scared of stats too.n eng!i tink i go coll,r u free?u wan2 go or enrol at home?

Her message sound so funny and it really make me laugh for the day man! Anyway, in the afternoon I managed to online and check my result. Thanks GOD man as I didn't fail anything. I was quite satisfied with my result. So many people is so concern about my BUSINESS result as Flo asked me about it. Hehe, didn't get HD la Floren, only D. Anyway, I know that no HD for my business already. So, I'm not disappointed, not that disappointed. Zen too, ask about it and others like Waise, mum, dear dear and MANY more.. Thanks guys. Business I got D. But waise, I can't online in the house to do the grouping la, I need to go back to college to ask ms.grace to unblock my name first. I will do it on monday. Hope it is not too late. Ka Fei say he is not joining macro class, so, I think I will not go for macro class man as I will be alone for it. I will take business instead, if the lecturer is still Mr.Gobi. If it is Bill Quah, I think I would rather take macro man. OMG... Nervous now...!

I wish all of you good luck in future and wish that you guys will get a good results!

Idiot!!!

Don't understand why and don't know why. Why there are still people who are so irresponsible and can just washed their hand off. Hey, that is your son man! Uncle is admitted to the hospital due to esophagus cancer and had an operation on Monday at 12pm. That operation itself took more than 9 hours and I spent 13 hours in the hospital. Before the operation starts, all of us went to the hospital to give him moral support and during his operation, we went for lunch and then we waited for uncle in the waiting room. Seriously, I'm damn bored man as I can't surf net and all I can do is just sit there and wait. WAIT...! After the operation have done, each of us went in to see him. Uncle is warded to the ICU as it is a major operation and he is apparently in coma condition. Because it is an ICU ward, so we have to go in one-by-one. Took longer time man if is like that. At last, managed to have my dinner at 10 something at night. After that, we headed back home. I was driving at that time and it was so tiring. After the whole day running here and there, in and out of the hospital, I have finally reached home, dashed to the toilet and clean myself and throw my tired body on my bed and you know what, I dozed off within seconds. My phone rang so loud beside my ear and yet, I can't hear it. Soon after, I have to keeps going in and out of the hospital everyday to visit uncle. Now, uncle have already recovered, only still no strength and energy to walk and talk. He still complain pain and also he can't eat anything yet. Only tube feeding. Pity him.

Because of the bill is so expensive, as uncle is staying in Gleneagles Hospital in Ampang, the hospital fee itself is already RM40thousand. Uncle have no medical insurance and we have to bear the cost. Mum and aunty don't have extra as the money they have, is for our education. So, that money can't be touch. We have Singapore relatives that are extremely wealthy and mum asked for their help. But grandma just don't want to do that as she ave quarrel with them. Stupid act of her I dare say. Last time, she have RM30K in the bank as that money is from my grandpa. He passed away and leave the money to mum as it is for emergency. Mum passed that money to grandma and you know what? Not even a week, that money VANISH.. All gone to for her son and also grandson. She love both of them so much and give them RM10K each. The remaining RM10K, she loan to her brothers and sisters. That money that she loan, once is loan, there are no returning back. I hate them man! As those Singaporeans, there are grandpa's brother and sisters. I love grandpa's side more than grandma's side. But I still prefer my dad's family more as they are more educated and more responsible people.

As that emergency money have gone case, we don't have any extra money to pay the hospital bill. Grandma, as uncle's mother just wash her hand like that. All she say is ask my mum to pay it. Hey, wtf, you think that my mum is the money machine is it? Everytime when need money, just come to mum and ask for the money. I don't mind mum giving to you, but if mum give it to you and you simply just spend it away in just miliseconds, that is just what I hate about it! If you didn't spent that money away, I bet we have no worries on the bill. Now, uncle have to discharged from the hospital just to avoid from the bill to charge us more. And the worst part of all, we have to find a way to pay that stupid fucking bill. Can't you understand the term EMERGENCY as we can't predict our future, we don't know what will happen to us in the future. You have more than enough money, every month mum and other aunty will give you some allowance for you to spend. Eat and stay is already taken care, what some more you want? what the fuck!

The reason I release it here is because I can't release it to you as it is disobedient to do it. How I wish that you know how to use the internet and you read my blog man!

Will be missing you guys!!

So fast, everyone of us have done our foundation year and each of us are leaving HMC. Will be no spending time with them, having our lunch together, spending our long-3-hour break along the corridor, no more working together as a group for business. Thinking about business, it is funny as all of us are Group B members (except Melia). I think this is the only group that always change group leader. I can say, it is fun though. At first it was waise as our group leader, then I really don't know when and don't know why, I became the group leader. After my work have done, Kok Leong becomes the group leader. Even, we always change group leader, I can say, we did our assignments quite well. I dare you! (not because of the leader is useless just why we keep changing it. They are superb! Really). Always, we want to have a proper meeting to discuss our assignment seriously, but it always ended up with chatting, talking, playing and teasing around. I enjoyed every moment of it and surely, it is my most memorable events in my life. As what Zen mentioned in his blog, he can't tease me already that he can go home earlier. Hey, that is really irritate OK when you can go back home at 12:30pm and I only can go back home at 5pm, not enough with that, you say that you don't know what to do going back home so early! Haha!! ;) Will be missing that moment too. All of us is in underground, and this underground is the witness of our friendship, happy and sad moment! Will be missing every single moment of it! How time flies as we have been together as a Group B member for a year.














Group B - Semester 1..
Still remember how Brian smash the cockroach, how Zen piss Mr. Jeya off and so on.


















In my semester 2, I remembered we always have lunch together and the most unforgettable moment is every morning, I will have my breakfast with KeXin in Ali Maju. Without fail, we will have our breakfast there. Hehe!




















Jia-Min and me (semester 2 and semester 3)... She loves to hug me cause she said that I'm the warmest person that can warm her up... Hey, I still owe you an ice cream... Remember to take from me...














Semester 3 - Formal day - English presentation on Tuesday and Business presentation on Friday in the same week.



This is the last group picture that I managed to take.

**This is not the ending of it, it is the beginning and it will have no end if we always remember each other and if we always keep in touch**

Baby Dear

This was my second teddy bear that I have received from dear dear. It was so nice to hug and it was so cute. It has my nickname on it. Just feel like dear dear is telling me that he love me. Every night, I will hug him and sleep. You will never know how peaceful it is, how wonderful it was to sleep with this lovely bear. He is so soft and nice to hug with it. Every night, the word Baby, I Love You on is always in my eyes. Feel like this word is always with me. Every morning when I'm awake, that word is the first things I will see it. Feel so happy every time I see it, I can't stop smiling.

Dear Dear tried to surprise me with it. He didn't even tell me that he send this bear to me as usually, he will tell me about it.

I'm super duper, hyper happy and I love this bear so much. Thanks dear for providing me so many things just to make me happy. I Love You dear. My love for you is always eternally and it will be in my heart forever. I cross my fingers, I will take a very good care of both dear dear and baby dear. Both of them are my precious after you!

Someone says dear dear will spoil me in no time.. Hope I will not get spoiled coz I don't want to be a spoiled child as that is not what I want! Hehe!

Last Day of examination...

At last, today is my last day of final exam. Felt so relief and so happy. Business paper was easy and I have confident that I will get my D for Business =)

Anyway, after business exam (my last paper) I and Yen planned to watched movie together in Midvalley. But, before that, she have to go for interview first. So we went back main block and head to mama's kitchen for our lunch. After our lunch, we decided to go back to college. We sat at the upper foyer and have a chat there, Yen is so admired with the new HELP University College and keep looking at the projector with her mouth keeps mumbling why she can't study there and so on. After checking the movie time, we head to a place where Yen need to go for her interview. I accompanied her and waited for her in that office itself and after she have done everything, we went to midvalley wih my car. It is raining heavily during that time. Reached there and parked my car then we quickly walk to the ticket counter and to our surprise, there are so many people and we have to queue up.. It is a very long queue seriously and that took us half an hour just to buy tickets. We watched L Change the World. Actually we planned to watch 3:15pm movie but because of the long queue, we decided to watch at 6:20pm.

Since it was still a long way to go, we walk around and we went into the pet shop. To my surprise, we spend about 1 hour there. Yen was so fascinating with those dogs. Didn't take picture of her that time. Then we get out from there and we went to teddy tales and take a look inside. Inside there, bounced into a big family, I guess they are rich as their kids were like, "mummy, i want to buy this", "daddy, i want this". Their parent is like buying things without seeing the price. If I did that when I was young, I think my parent will scold me man! Hehe!

Since we are so free, we decided to have some ice cream. We decided to go to Baskin Robins and have our icecream. Yen took a very long time to decide which icecream she want to eat. Hehehe!! After finishing them, we went to buy water to drink and we head straight to the cinema. Quite a number of people there and we have settled in our place, that movie starts soon after that. I like that movie and that movie is so heart touching until Yen cried in that movie. I turn and look at her and in the dark, I can see her eyes are sparkling with her tears. Hehe!! Funny though! ;P

After that movie, we then decided to go home as we are so tired. We stopped by Skin Food shop and we bought some nail polish. After that, we went to my car and Yen collect her things and then meet her father as her dad is waiting for her already. But before that, we managed to take some pictures for remembrance. I will miss every second of it!

Reached home at 10pm and got a bad news from mum... Uncle is suffering from cancer and the tumor is 7CM long. Need to do operation as soon as possible. Mum cried and I'm wordless as uncle is so close with me.. Anyway, there is still a hope and I wish that Uncle will be fine... May God bless him.... Amen!

Taking pictures

Today, thinking of fully use my long 3 hour break to study my stats so that I'm well prepared for finals on Saturday...BUT i didn't do that. Hehe! Instead, I walk around, play around and even take pictures with friends. Hehe!

Melia and me. (she is from Indonesia)

Me and Flo ;)

Yen and me >.<

Kim and me ;D

Yen, Flo, Zen, Chell and me :P

Can't believe that, we have been together for about 1 year and 15 days (until today). Group B always rock! I love you guys! Will be missing you guys..! :'(
hehe!

Unbelievable

Can't believe it... My finals exam is on FRIDAY!! OMG!! and it is this friday.. I like have another 1 more day to go...
Well, I haven't really prepare yet and I'm having fever since yesterday. My head is so pain that I have to stop forcing myself to study. I thought that I will be fine after taking 2panadol and go to my bed and sleep. Well, slept for about 4hours, skipping my dinner as I have no appetite to eat and it is already like 11pm. Try to wake up and study again, but whatever that I have read, it just flows out again. I don't even understand what I have read earlier on and my headache is worsen. Messaged Floren to let her know that I will not attend Business class with her.. I miss Mr.Gobi lecture class. This is my first time I miss Business Lecture. Will be missing his lecture class and today, he is teaching the most important subjects that will be out for finals. OMG.. Really have to ask Floren to teach me la.. Hehe!
Again, I decided to continue sleep as I know there is no use I keep forcing myself studying. So, I went to bed and sleep again. Sleep till this afternoon. This is my first time I awake so late. Still have a little fever, but much better than yesterday. Managed to eat a little for lunch and medicine then I start to concentrate on my studies. I think I really need to burn my midnight oil starting from now as my Stats is on Saturday. OMG.. and I haven't get anything ready yet. So far, I only gone through chapter 6,7,8,9. Still got Chapter 10,11,13 left.. Besides that, I still have to study for Micro and Business (my most important subject and I'm hunger for HD).. So pathetic man!

Okiee... time for me to sleep.. I need to wake up early tomorrow and go to college! (and also need to wake up early to study)