Surprises...

Dear Dear, you surprised me today..!
I didn't think that you will give such surprise to me.
You have been busy with your work things and I'm busy with my studies.
But you still have time for me.
I'm so touched and super happy.
We didn't managed to spend a good quality time together during valentine.
But you surprise me with special made cake just for me.
Although is belated, but I know it is not your fault.
It is that bakery shop fault as they forget that you have ordered a special made cake for me and they suppose to delivered it to me last Sunday...
It really surprised me as you didn't mention anything to me until that bakery man called me and asked for house direction.
Quite weird you know at first. Don't know whether to trust him or not, I have to called you and confirm with you.
I so hope to see you dear dear...
Miss you so much...
I wish you were here, sharing the cakes with me..





Honestly, I don't eat cheese cake. Not even once I touch it since I was young.
But because of you, dear dear, I break the record, I took a slice of it and finish it..
Next time, remember ya, NO CHEESE CAKE for me.. Hehe!!
I guess you forget that I told you before I don't eat cheese cake.
Anyway, you really make me smile the whole day and you are the first person who makes me eat CHEESE CAKE!!

Miss you loadsss and love you always dear dear...

Faster come down KL ya, I'm very greedy... SMS, phone calls, 3G and MMS is not enough for me, I want to see you and hold your hand... I miss your warm and comfortable hug, really makes me feel safe and protected...

Guess what?? You are now on the phone with me when I'm typing this blog...
Just wanted to tell you, one whole night phone call is still not enough for me...
Guess CELCOM pissed off with us as they cut of the phone line after 3 hours...
And in that 3 hours, we were sleeping and didn't realize when it cut us off..
Only realize it the next day when one of us is awake.
I LOVE YOU, DEAR DEAR...
***huggs tightly and not letting you go away***

I miss you very much, Uncle

Uncle Alex, I miss you so much... Today, I played with your motorola phone. I took picture of myself with your phone, I play with it, I went through all the picture that you took. After that, I go into the music files and I played all the music inside there. Going through one song and another.

I came across with a song, your favourite song.. I remembered you told us, you sing that song and we (I and Ah Yee) laugh at you in your car. You were so pissed off and you say that the singer in that song is you. We laughed and asked you not to lie us, but you angryly scold us , saying that we doesn't know anything. I didn't hear finish that song and I quickly change to the next song, slowly, my tears start dripping. All the memories about you starts playing in my mind, flashing back quickly, but clearly.

After your operation, you stayed with us.. And I still remember the first time you bought this phone, you were so happy, showing to us, your new phone. Quickly, you asked Jasmine to charge the phone for you, you asked her to teach you how to manipulate the phone. You asked your godson to download songs for you. I remembered I asked you, "only so little song you have?" and I starts transfer all my songs that is in my phone to your phone so that you have more songs. You asked me back, "you want more songs? Uncle tomorrow asked my godson to download more." I told you that I want and I asked you to download more, if can.

The very next day, you really went to Low Yat Plaza, although you haven't fully recovered yet. Mummy is so worried about you as you can't fall down and you are still so weak. As you have promised me, you download a lot of songs for me. I'm so happy at that time, but I didn't have the chance to bluetooth all the songs to my handphone because I were busy and when I'm free, you went out with your friends. After that you went back to Johor and after that you were admitted to hospital in JB. Just now, while I go through all the songs, it reminds me that all that songs in your phone, you download it for me and Jasmine. Even you are not feeling well, you still think of us. I miss you so much, uncle.

Uncle, although now I can't see you, I can't talk to you but you will always in my heart. I miss you so much and I really hope you can read my blog here. I really hope you are reading what I have written here. Want you to know, how much I miss you.

I miss you so much and I'm still sad, you are gone forever, but I don't dare to tell anyone, especially mummy, as I know, she is more sad than me. I miss you, but I can't tell anyone, I can't share it out. I need to be strong infront of mummy. Sometimes, I afraid that one day, I became weak infront of mummy. As an eldest daughter, I need to carry my responsibilities to be strong infront of mummy and sister.

Saying it all out now through here, more or less, release my burden a little. Uncle, I hope you can guide all of us and give us the strength that you have.

*Take care uncle, and I always keep you in my prayers.*

From,
Your niece,
Christine.

Stress...

Mid-term is only a few days more and I haven't finish studying.
Can't imagine that I still can so relax here.
Assignments are piling up slowly and the due date is getting nearer too.
So far, I have done my PSY111 assignments.(So far, only my part done, others group members haven't submit theirs to the group leader yet
PSY110, sad to say, but my group seem like my group members have no initiative to start it. Not even discuss about it.
PSY105, At last, our group members have done the experiments already. Only left with the experiment report.
MC100, doing well with the group members, but because our assignments due at the end of the semester, so I guess my group members will not start it now, but will doing it last minutes. this is what I don't like as every week, we have 2 extra assignments to do and pass it at the end of semester, so, imagine, at the end of semester, I need to study for my finals, need to do presentations, need to do my individual assignments and need to do all the group assignments that is piling up week by week.
Just don't really understand, why must we wait when we can do it now bit by bit. At least, at the end of the semester, we are not rushing and just simply do the assignments as I aim for a good score.
PMG101, my group members plan to do it after mid-term.. Pray hard to God that we can make it on time..

Okie..Guess I need to get back to my book and continue studying, or should I say start studying? Hmm.. anyway, wish me lucks!!

Will update soon when I have the extra time..