deardear

Today is Christmas day, i have already send my present to dear dear on Thursday, 20th December. He received his present on Friday and I'm so happy that he loves the present so much.
I bought 1 set of Polo brand wallet and belt for him.
He loves it so much and I'm so happy to hear that he likes it.
Really crack my head at first to find present for him.
(Never easy to buy present for male)
HUH! But luckily i've settled mine..!

After all, today is Christmas day!
I wish you all Merry Christmas and have a blessing day from God.
Attended mass and also get to know some new friends.
Oh ya, almost forget about it.
Dear dear did send me a christmas present.
You know what, I LOVE the present so much.
I have a lovely bear from him and i do really LOVE it so much.

Share some of it with you guys.. I name this bear deardear... Hehe!

Is he cute?

Hehe.... I hug him and sleep all night long and i will hug him every night!!

Thanks you dear..
My first Christmas present from you and i love it very much!!

There is so many things I want to say to you,
That is, I always love you.
I will never leave you alone.
If I had to go on with my life without you by my side,
The days that i need to go through will be empty,
The nights will seem too long to pass,
I love you just the way you are.
You are my inspiration.

Tired, but enjoyable (part II)

Those who didn't read the first part, then you should read that part first.
After yesterday a whole day walk, today we went to KLCC. We move at around at 11:30 in the morning. We went to KLCC to watch movie. We want to watch The Kingdom. That movie is at 2pm and quite a lot of people there watching the same movie.

After the movie end, at about 3:55pm, then we walk around and we then went to the food court there and have a bite. I was so tired that time and is really exhausted. There, we decided to go to KL Tower there to see the view there.

We reach KL Tower there and the view there was fantastic. It was totally different to view the whole KL during the broad day light and also during the night where all the buildings were lit up with colourful light.
This is the proof that we really came to KL Tower before.

At about 7:20 in the evening, we finally get out of KL Tower and we went to Hakka Restaurant for dinner. After my dinner, we go to the jockey guy and collect our car. That time they are so busy with non-stop incoming customer and the road was jammed with cars. We have to wait for almost 20minutes only can get our car. Then, we went home as we are all too tired. I'm really exhausted and we reach home at about 9:20 Pm.

Phew!! Till here i shall stop and have a good rest! Sweet dream!

Tired, but enjoyable (part I)

Today i'm so tired, but really enjoy myself and also very happy.
Today, i went to Pavilion for shopping. It was so crowded with people as people are looking for Christmas atmosphere. There are so many activities going on there and one of them is Santa Clause is taking picture with the people around.

This is the picture of santa
Then after that, we went to shop around and there and the Christmas tree catch my attention.

The Christmas tree was so huge and so attracting. Is an eye-catcher and i really like that tree. After a long walk at about 2 hours, then we fill our stomach at Madam Kwan's for dinner and after dinner, we head to our car and we go to Titiwangsa Lake to sit Eye Of Malaysia to view the night view.

I have to queue for an hour to get into the gondola for the view. Is damm tired that time after a whole day walk, but i still don't want to give up because i was waiting for this opportunity for so long. So, after an hour of waiting with the long crowd there, finally, is my turn and i and my sister share a gondola with two malay couple. I'm afraid of height and I was a bit nervous that time. But i keep my mouth shut and i just pray hard that will not happen anything.

My sister there keeps mumbling there saying that she is afraid. Then the malay man there makes her more scare. He create some jokes that makes my sister panic. He says that the ferris wheel spoiled there and we will have two options to choose. That are either take a float and we jump down to the lake there or we are given a rope to climb down. Is quite funny there and i keeps on laugh. I'm not afraid of it anymore and i can look at the nice view. The view was fantastic and i love it so much. To those people out there, is really a waste if you guys miss this wonderful opportunity. Really happy and feel lucky that we share the gondola with those malay people. That ride is approximately half an hour. That is a nice and wonderful ride where we can have the whole KL night view and the whole view of Titiwangsa lake. (mind you, they keeps teasing my sister for the whole ride!)

After the long and tired night, we went back to the car park there and hope into the car. My dad brought us for supper and we stop at Old Town Cafe in KL. We ordered something to eat to fill up our hungry stomach.

We then reach home at about 12:40am. Was so tired but I'm so happy that I finally managed to sit that Big,Huge ferris wheel. I was damm tired tonight, and i slept at 4 in the morning after doing mask and have a chat with my boyfriend.

Happy Day!

So happy today,
I passed my LAN subject for both Malaysian and Morale Studies.
So happy. I have just finished my final exam for my second semester.
Now i'm enjoying my holidays till 30th December.
31st December is starting of my 3rd sem. Really spoil the holiday.
I went out and so hang around, surf the net and plan for the holiday.
I'm looking forward for christmas eve. I will be going to Penang and i will be staying in Gurney Resort and Resident. That is really one of my favourite hotel. Doing countdown here. Feel silly about myself ya.. Doing silly things as I always go to Penang for holiday almost every year.

So far, today, nothing bad happen to me.
So, i will treat today as my happy day.


Today, i think i will end here as i have other things to do..!

Night!

Feel so lost...

Feel so lost here. Wish someone can come and guide me the way that i need to go.

I really love him but at the same time, i don't want to continue this painful relationship.
People say i'm lucky to have a good boyfriend that is so caring, loving and responsible.
But this is a long distance relationship. I'm not always beside him. Aren't there are lots of risks as he have so many admires in outside.
Well, who don't fall in love with him as he is good looking, responsible, hardworking, don't smoke, drink and gamble, he has a good career and good future, he is rich.. Who don't go after this kind of boy?

I feel like is better i end my relationship now then later when i get into deeper feeling then he leave me.
But if i want to leave him, i don't know what to tel him and i really love him. I know i will hurt him and i will regret for letting go of him.
But if i still hold on this relationship, i feel unsecured.

How?
Who can help me?
Guide me please...