Tomorrow...

1st of December, Monday.
That is the day that I'm afraid of.
And it is tomorrow.
Only left a few more hours and I need to face the reality.
These few days, I tried hard to make myself busy.
So that I will not have extra time to think about the operation.
I went out with friends, spend time with them, helping my mum doing this and that,
When the night falls, make me more panic.
Cause, that is the time that I realize a day have just passed.
I have sleepless night,
Can't sleep well no matter how hard I tried.
Now only I know, how scared is uncle before his operation.
I'm having the same feeling here.
Maybe you are more scared, uncle.
But I feel the same too.
It is like a trauma, that hunts my mind.
It really makes me feel uneasy.
Don't asked me what am I afraid of as I can't explain the feeling.
It is the mixture of my feeling..
Scared, nervous, panic, and lots more..

I shall be away for these few days,
I might not come online and knowing what's happening and
I can't get update with you guys.
But I will make sure that my phone is always with me.
So that I can still update with you guys through sms and phone calls.
Only during my operation time, I need to completely switch off my phone.
That is on Monday, 1st Dec, at 8am till I guess 11-12pm as the operation will takes 2-3 hours.
After the operation, if I'm able to switch my phone on, I will do that.
I can't leave without my phone with me.
I must make sure that my phone is always with me.
Without it. I feel kinda weird.
Feel unsecured and most of all, feel sad I can't stay connected with dear dear.

Praying hard for my eye operation....

Tagged by Chell

Was tagged by Chell, but was too busy to do it till now... Hehe!!

1. what's the relationship of you and her/him ?

My friend during college days... College-mate + Classmate..

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?

• - Always SMS
  
• - Intelligent
• - Very quiet
  
• - Adorable
• - Very hardworking
  

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you

Those concerning words that she said to me when I'm down. (glad to have a friend like her.)

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you

So far... When I'm sad, her concern is the most memorable things she have done to me.

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..

OMG... It is impossible!! We are not lesbian OK!! She have a loving bf and I have mine too..

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...

There is no ''IF" coz we are friends and will be friends forever.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

Again, there is no "IF".

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..

IF.... No reason la... coz she will not be my enemy

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?

Be there to support her and concern about her like she have done to me?

10. The overall impression of him/her is...

She is nice and sweet.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?

Hope nothing bad.. If there is, then I apologize. Forgive me.

12. The character of you for yourself is ?

• Happy-go-lucky
• Quite emo at times
  
• Value my friends
  
• Very shy (Am I??)
  

I'm not perfect!

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?

The lazy me, the way I made my bf unhappy.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?

No one, except myself

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

Thanks so much..! Appreciate it so much!!

Ten people to tag:

Anyone who wants to do it..!

So sorry Chell, for the late post.

Time flies...

It have been a month since uncle passed away.
Miss him so deeply here.
Time flies really fast.
All of us, already accepted the fact that uncle is no longer with us.
I wanna say thanks to those who support me and give me strength to move on.
Thanks so much and I do appreciate it so much.
I'm fine now.

Went to the eye specialist on Saturday and have my eye checked again before going for my eye surgery.
I'm suffering from lower eye-lid grow inwards instead of outwards.
The doctor said I was born with it and it is very common for chinese to have this problem.
The doctor gave 3 options,
Laser, surgery or plug off all my eye lashes.
The doctor said doing surgery is the best option as if laser, the chances to grow again, is big. If plug off all the eye lashes, it is only for temporarily.
December 1st is my surgery at 9am.
It will takes 1-2 hours.

I'm dead scared....