Friday, October 24, 2008

Friday, Oct 24, 2008. Rest in peace.

Woke up early this morning after hearing the house phone rang for a while till my maid pick it up.
Was wondering who is calling since it is just 6am.
Got the shocking news that my uncle passed away this morning at 12:30am.
We promised him that we will see him on Sunday and we asked him to wait for us.
But, we human can only plan and the decision is in God's hand.
God is much greater, He took uncle with him.
Uncle's last wish is so simple, he just want to see us one last time.
Now, he gone forever.
I miss him so much now.
Mum cried so much this morning, I was wordless.
These few days, I'm suffering from eye problem and I'm going to see eye specialist tomorrow.
Now, when ever my tear drip, my eyes is so pain.
But I can't stop crying after knowing that uncle is far away from us.
I really miss him so badly here.
He is a joker, that always make us laugh with his funny actions.
Now, all that become memories already.
I have no longer hear him joking, no longer hear him complaining, hear him talking and see him doing funny stuff.
He used to call me, "Uncle Kai Ca Bo Kia" (Uncle's daughter)
At times, he really pissed me off with his character and bad habits.
But most of the times, he really cheer me up.
Still remember when I've injured my leg and can't attend college lessons,
he dance while singing (Oh, Oh, Oh!!!! it is a kung fu fighting...) infront of me showing to me that he can dance with his leg while I can't.
Still remember how he changed my TV channel and how he criticized the actors and actress in my favourite movie.

Uncle, we really miss you and we always love you forever. Rest in peace.

To all my friends, if I promised you guys to go out with you all (yam char, watch movies, shopping, dinner and others), I'm so sorry that I have to break my promises. Right now, I really have no mood to do anything and I might be busy helping my families. For those who send me condolence, thanks for supporting me. I'm still strong here.
Thanks so much.

Dear, I tried my best not to cry, as you wish, I know my eye's condition, I will try, although it is hard. But most of the times, my tears drip uncontrollably. I have lost my uncle... I know you are here to support me. I do really need you.)