Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

I love this song. It is so heart touching.
I cried when I listen to this song.
It makes me remember my best friend, Chee Lun, who passed away during car accident 2months before our SPM.
This song also reminds me about my grandfather who passed away when I was at the age of 7.
The memory of him is still fresh in my mind.
This song also makes me remember my great grandmother who pass away during my form 5 year too.
Not forgetting my uncle who passed away also during my form 5 year.
I lost 3 most important people in my life in just 1 year.
Great grandma, grandpa, Uncle Jason and also Chee Lun, you guys are always in my heart.
I miss you guys deeply. Hoping that you all will come into my dream one night.
This is the only way I can see you all. Just to heal my missing to you guys.
So far, I only dream of Uncle Jason and Chee Lun. But that was so long time ago.
Will always remember you guys!!

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye.

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why I didn't show up sometimes on Sunday mornings
and I missed you
But i'm glad we talked through

All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
face to face

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave
me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye ...bye

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
Feels like I'm next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye


bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye


bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye

Will upload the song soon!!

Time flies away...

This is the last week of this month.
Can't believe how time flies...
Can't believe that our first anniversary is getting near too.

Well, Final exam is getting near and I'm right now, STILL LAZYING.
Quite busy these few days, but not busy about studies. HAHA!!
Have been helping mum going in and out between Rawang house and Selayang house.
We have to move in soon because my sister have trouble going to school next year as no one are willing to send her.
So, my mum have decided to shift to Rawang and sister will have to shift to the new school too.
Since the new school is just a stone throw away from our Rawang house.
Recently, my aunty bought a new house in Rawang too. So, it doubles my busyness.
I don't really think that I will move to Rawang as it will be far away from city center.
I think I will continue staying in Selayang as it is much nearer to city center
Well, is an excuse actually, all my friends are staying in Selayang, so, that is the main reason for me not moving.
Things are getting expensive now as still, paint, this and that are increasing in price, but is reducing in its quality.
Don't really understand why.

Back to the story, my finals are getting near.
I haven't even touch my book.
There is like, a week more to my exam.
Guess that I will have to burn my midnight oil again, but this time,
I always remind myself, NO MORE LAST MINUTE!!
Anyway, my marketing marks are not that disappointing.
So far, I passed all the quizzes and my mid term.
(Getting my assignments marks and participation marks tomorrow.) hope that I will not get low marks
Well, I have to start concentrating on my studies now.
I'm still in doubt which degree course I want to take. Either Psychology or Business Psychology.
I think I will have to go to career sense and have a test there. Haha!!

Tomorrow, 28th July is my dear dear's birthday.
Managed to bought him present on Friday in 1Utama.
But too sad he have to work on that day, and can't come down to KL tomorrow.
Celebrated his birthday tonight instead of tomorrow.
Anyway dear, hope you enjoy your day today as much as I do.
Love you always!!

Guess I have to stop here as my marketing book is shouting for me to open it.
Open it and read it. **Pray hard for my finals!!**

Haircut

Today I have my Marketing Quiz II.
I dare say I done it with confident, but not 100% confidence

I was quite regret going out watching movie, meeting friends for tea, shopping and stuff because I did all those three days continuously before my quiz starts.

But anyway, I'm happy that I did earlier preparation.
I studied earlier, way before the quiz day.
But I'm still not satisfied with it.
Honestly, I aim D for my marketing this time as this is my second attempt to this subject

Today, after 29473648268 days of thinking, at last, I made up my mind...
I want to go for HAIR CUT!! Since dear dear is complaining "Don't you think that it is the time you have to trim your hair?"
I went to the saloon that is located in Kepong and went for a hair cut. It was so short that I don't really get used to it. All is because of dear dear la, tell that hair stylist cut how short and trim here and there

Worst part is my hair is no longer straight as before anymore.
Dear, I'm so gonna kill you!!

I just received a message and it is asking me for movie..
Haha!! Guess that I watched almost all the movies in the cinema already except for HellboyII that I don't really fancy for it. I'm currently patiencly waiting for The Dark Knight, The Mummy and also haha, Harry Potter that is going to show in the month of November. Counting fingers here. Hehe!

Well, since dear dear went back to penang already, I want to go out for a drink with high school friends since this is a friday night and since I have done my Assignment and Quiz II. Hehe!!

P/S : Flo, update already la... haha!! Miss you soo much!! Haha!!