Idiot!!!

Don't understand why and don't know why. Why there are still people who are so irresponsible and can just washed their hand off. Hey, that is your son man! Uncle is admitted to the hospital due to esophagus cancer and had an operation on Monday at 12pm. That operation itself took more than 9 hours and I spent 13 hours in the hospital. Before the operation starts, all of us went to the hospital to give him moral support and during his operation, we went for lunch and then we waited for uncle in the waiting room. Seriously, I'm damn bored man as I can't surf net and all I can do is just sit there and wait. WAIT...! After the operation have done, each of us went in to see him. Uncle is warded to the ICU as it is a major operation and he is apparently in coma condition. Because it is an ICU ward, so we have to go in one-by-one. Took longer time man if is like that. At last, managed to have my dinner at 10 something at night. After that, we headed back home. I was driving at that time and it was so tiring. After the whole day running here and there, in and out of the hospital, I have finally reached home, dashed to the toilet and clean myself and throw my tired body on my bed and you know what, I dozed off within seconds. My phone rang so loud beside my ear and yet, I can't hear it. Soon after, I have to keeps going in and out of the hospital everyday to visit uncle. Now, uncle have already recovered, only still no strength and energy to walk and talk. He still complain pain and also he can't eat anything yet. Only tube feeding. Pity him.

Because of the bill is so expensive, as uncle is staying in Gleneagles Hospital in Ampang, the hospital fee itself is already RM40thousand. Uncle have no medical insurance and we have to bear the cost. Mum and aunty don't have extra as the money they have, is for our education. So, that money can't be touch. We have Singapore relatives that are extremely wealthy and mum asked for their help. But grandma just don't want to do that as she ave quarrel with them. Stupid act of her I dare say. Last time, she have RM30K in the bank as that money is from my grandpa. He passed away and leave the money to mum as it is for emergency. Mum passed that money to grandma and you know what? Not even a week, that money VANISH.. All gone to for her son and also grandson. She love both of them so much and give them RM10K each. The remaining RM10K, she loan to her brothers and sisters. That money that she loan, once is loan, there are no returning back. I hate them man! As those Singaporeans, there are grandpa's brother and sisters. I love grandpa's side more than grandma's side. But I still prefer my dad's family more as they are more educated and more responsible people.

As that emergency money have gone case, we don't have any extra money to pay the hospital bill. Grandma, as uncle's mother just wash her hand like that. All she say is ask my mum to pay it. Hey, wtf, you think that my mum is the money machine is it? Everytime when need money, just come to mum and ask for the money. I don't mind mum giving to you, but if mum give it to you and you simply just spend it away in just miliseconds, that is just what I hate about it! If you didn't spent that money away, I bet we have no worries on the bill. Now, uncle have to discharged from the hospital just to avoid from the bill to charge us more. And the worst part of all, we have to find a way to pay that stupid fucking bill. Can't you understand the term EMERGENCY as we can't predict our future, we don't know what will happen to us in the future. You have more than enough money, every month mum and other aunty will give you some allowance for you to spend. Eat and stay is already taken care, what some more you want? what the fuck!

The reason I release it here is because I can't release it to you as it is disobedient to do it. How I wish that you know how to use the internet and you read my blog man!