Finally... Exam's over...

So happy...
Just wanted to shout out loud...
EXAM'S OVER...!
I'm now very free and I'm going to fully utilized my semester break..
Dear Dear, I can spend all my time with you already...
Kai Kai, I'm now available to watch loads of movie with you...
Yuki, I'm now free to have dinner with you, go karaoke with you already...
Sharon, I've the time to shop with you...
Pueh Ling, I'm now available for you to kidnap me for yam char...
ShirKee and my gang, we can go for holiday already... Langkawi?
And the others (can't list out everybody as it will be a very long list :D), just wanted to tell you guys that I'm now AVAILABLE for you all...
So happy...
Damn happy...

*Yen, I agree with you la, we really do treasure our semester break*

Well, I feel like I've just release from prison...
FREEDOM is in my mind right now!!
Can't blame me...

Stone..

wtf...
I'm having my finals now...
So stress, depressed and busy...
Here comes the bad news that our church priest passed away.
Then, today, again, got a bad news..
Why can't just leave me alone.
Why now? At this time?
Today, because I control myself from going to the toilet,
not because I'm lazy, not because I don't want to go..
Because of that...
I'm having tummy pain and the worst part was...
I urine blood.. OMG.. It is so pain.. It is so unbearable.
Went to the clinic as I'm having exam tomorrow,
Hope the doctor can cure me at speed second..
But instead, the doctor told he that he SUSPECT that I have stone in my kidney..
WHAT??? STONE??
Doctor say he just suspect..
Have to go for urine test, this and that.
Asked me not to drink ice water (one of my favourite sky juice), don't drink milk (thanks God, I hate milk), don't drink mineral water (wait a minute... Mineral water? Then, what am I suppose to drink?) According to the doctor, mineral water contains high level of protein (general knowledge, I already know about it).. and other source of water contain certain level of protein too as water came from limestone bla..bla..bla...
Cannot eat egg, sardine, soy sauce...
So, in conclusion, I need to drink tap water, boiled it and only drink the top part.. Gosh...
There are 7 types of medicine and one of them is BUANG KENCING (cleans my bladder I guess), another type is URINARY ALKALINIZER.. Other is to open up my urine passage so that whatever crystal can be flushed off..
The pain, no doubt is unbearable, but after those medicine,
it is now bearable but sometimes, it is unbearable (sudden attack)
Thanks doctor, you make me able to sit up and study for tomorrow exam.
Thanks mummy, as you quickly rush me to the clinic.
Thanks dear dear, you comfort me and ask me to be patience.
Now, I just hope that my kidney don't have stone.
Pray hard...

Final Exam... =/

Final is around the corner, no, it should be on Friday (1 more day to go).
But don't really know why am i still blogging here.
I should be studying..
So far, I've covered PSY111 and MC100, part of PSY110a..
Currently, been struggling for PMG101 and PSY105.
A little update about myself,
besides been busy with my finals, I'm teaching as a part time tuition teacher too
at my near by house and soon will let myself be a private home tuition teacher for PMR and SPM students. =)

If You Asked Me To - Celine Dion

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I know this is quite an old song, but I love this song and the meaning of this song.

If You Asked Me To - Celine Dion

Used to be that I believed in something
Used to be that I believed in love
Its been a long time since Ive had that feeling
I could love someone
I could trust someone
I said Id never let nobody near my heart again darling
I said Id never let nobody in

But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life forever
If you asked me to
I just might give my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to

Somehow ever since Ive been around you
Cant go back to being on my own
Cant help feeling darling since Ive found you
That Ive found my home
That Im finally home
I said Id never let nobody get too close to me darling
I said I needed, needed to be free

But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life forever
If you asked me to
I just might give my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to


Asked me to, I will give my world to you baby
I need you now
Ask me to and Ill do anything for you baby, for you baby

If you asked me to
Id let you in my life forever
If you asked me to...

I screwed up 48% of my teenage life

How much of your teenage life have you messed up ?

TAG 25 FRIENDS; REMEMBER TO TAG THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU!


[x ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test

Total: 1

[x ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[ ] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 2

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher

Total : 5

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[ ] Called someone during school hours
[ ] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 2


[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 2

[ ] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 1

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework.

Total: 3

All total: 16

Multiply by 3 = 48
Then repost this as "I screwed up 48% of my teenage life"

People I wanna tag.....
Amy
Chell
Zen
Jia-Min
Evie
Jessica

(I just simply put the names, no need to do if you don't want to)

Posting up his picture???

Everyone starts to complain...
Asking me to put pictures up...
So that they can see who is he...
I guess only my best friends know him
coz we go out together, eat, drink and watch movie together...
But not my college friends...
Guess that they are starting to get annoyed!!
I still remember that I promise Chell to post his picture up...
(Ohkay... I forget about it actually) Hehe!!
Then Zen told me that everytime he reads my blog about dear dear, he feels like calling me up and asking me to post dear dear picture...
Chell told me don't find any celebrity picture and post it up...
I didn't think of that trick..Hehe
So many people have been asking me to post the picture up...
Countless amount of people asking...

YOU KNOW WHAT??
I'm going to post the picture???
NO NO NO!!
Hahaha!!! I want to let you all keep waiting...

NO la, I will post it up,
But let me do it in the next post..
Not this post!! (cause I still having fun to let all of you to keep waiting)

Do countdown!! hehe!!

You are special to ME!!

It's almost 12am now,
but you are still busy with your things.
I try to understand you,
your workload, your shop with stupid+fussy+inconsiderate+no brain
customers that calls up in the middle of the night
(when I say in the middle of the night, that means 2-4 in the morning)
when people are sleeping.

Tonight, you sms-ed me and tell me that you
will be late as you just received a big parcel from
japan and you need to open it up and check everything,
making sure that it is in good condition and it is functioning.

Guess you will be very late tonight.
But I know that you will always call me
(although you sometimes fall asleep without calling me)
when you reach home although I'm sleeping,
making sure that I sleep well and will never forget
to remind me to wake you up the next morning.

Tonight I guess I will be staying up and wait for you
as I need to read my PMG101.

Hope you will not that late, reaches home before

I finish reading my PMG101.

I just received your sms saying that you are heading home now.

I'm so happy...

Can't wait to talk to you!!

so here’s a big hug to say…

you are special to me..

Darling, you are really special to me.. I Love You always dear...

Surprises...

Dear Dear, you surprised me today..!
I didn't think that you will give such surprise to me.
You have been busy with your work things and I'm busy with my studies.
But you still have time for me.
I'm so touched and super happy.
We didn't managed to spend a good quality time together during valentine.
But you surprise me with special made cake just for me.
Although is belated, but I know it is not your fault.
It is that bakery shop fault as they forget that you have ordered a special made cake for me and they suppose to delivered it to me last Sunday...
It really surprised me as you didn't mention anything to me until that bakery man called me and asked for house direction.
Quite weird you know at first. Don't know whether to trust him or not, I have to called you and confirm with you.
I so hope to see you dear dear...
Miss you so much...
I wish you were here, sharing the cakes with me..





Honestly, I don't eat cheese cake. Not even once I touch it since I was young.
But because of you, dear dear, I break the record, I took a slice of it and finish it..
Next time, remember ya, NO CHEESE CAKE for me.. Hehe!!
I guess you forget that I told you before I don't eat cheese cake.
Anyway, you really make me smile the whole day and you are the first person who makes me eat CHEESE CAKE!!

Miss you loadsss and love you always dear dear...

Faster come down KL ya, I'm very greedy... SMS, phone calls, 3G and MMS is not enough for me, I want to see you and hold your hand... I miss your warm and comfortable hug, really makes me feel safe and protected...

Guess what?? You are now on the phone with me when I'm typing this blog...
Just wanted to tell you, one whole night phone call is still not enough for me...
Guess CELCOM pissed off with us as they cut of the phone line after 3 hours...
And in that 3 hours, we were sleeping and didn't realize when it cut us off..
Only realize it the next day when one of us is awake.
I LOVE YOU, DEAR DEAR...
***huggs tightly and not letting you go away***

I miss you very much, Uncle

Uncle Alex, I miss you so much... Today, I played with your motorola phone. I took picture of myself with your phone, I play with it, I went through all the picture that you took. After that, I go into the music files and I played all the music inside there. Going through one song and another.

I came across with a song, your favourite song.. I remembered you told us, you sing that song and we (I and Ah Yee) laugh at you in your car. You were so pissed off and you say that the singer in that song is you. We laughed and asked you not to lie us, but you angryly scold us , saying that we doesn't know anything. I didn't hear finish that song and I quickly change to the next song, slowly, my tears start dripping. All the memories about you starts playing in my mind, flashing back quickly, but clearly.

After your operation, you stayed with us.. And I still remember the first time you bought this phone, you were so happy, showing to us, your new phone. Quickly, you asked Jasmine to charge the phone for you, you asked her to teach you how to manipulate the phone. You asked your godson to download songs for you. I remembered I asked you, "only so little song you have?" and I starts transfer all my songs that is in my phone to your phone so that you have more songs. You asked me back, "you want more songs? Uncle tomorrow asked my godson to download more." I told you that I want and I asked you to download more, if can.

The very next day, you really went to Low Yat Plaza, although you haven't fully recovered yet. Mummy is so worried about you as you can't fall down and you are still so weak. As you have promised me, you download a lot of songs for me. I'm so happy at that time, but I didn't have the chance to bluetooth all the songs to my handphone because I were busy and when I'm free, you went out with your friends. After that you went back to Johor and after that you were admitted to hospital in JB. Just now, while I go through all the songs, it reminds me that all that songs in your phone, you download it for me and Jasmine. Even you are not feeling well, you still think of us. I miss you so much, uncle.

Uncle, although now I can't see you, I can't talk to you but you will always in my heart. I miss you so much and I really hope you can read my blog here. I really hope you are reading what I have written here. Want you to know, how much I miss you.

I miss you so much and I'm still sad, you are gone forever, but I don't dare to tell anyone, especially mummy, as I know, she is more sad than me. I miss you, but I can't tell anyone, I can't share it out. I need to be strong infront of mummy. Sometimes, I afraid that one day, I became weak infront of mummy. As an eldest daughter, I need to carry my responsibilities to be strong infront of mummy and sister.

Saying it all out now through here, more or less, release my burden a little. Uncle, I hope you can guide all of us and give us the strength that you have.

*Take care uncle, and I always keep you in my prayers.*

From,
Your niece,
Christine.

Stress...

Mid-term is only a few days more and I haven't finish studying.
Can't imagine that I still can so relax here.
Assignments are piling up slowly and the due date is getting nearer too.
So far, I have done my PSY111 assignments.(So far, only my part done, others group members haven't submit theirs to the group leader yet
PSY110, sad to say, but my group seem like my group members have no initiative to start it. Not even discuss about it.
PSY105, At last, our group members have done the experiments already. Only left with the experiment report.
MC100, doing well with the group members, but because our assignments due at the end of the semester, so I guess my group members will not start it now, but will doing it last minutes. this is what I don't like as every week, we have 2 extra assignments to do and pass it at the end of semester, so, imagine, at the end of semester, I need to study for my finals, need to do presentations, need to do my individual assignments and need to do all the group assignments that is piling up week by week.
Just don't really understand, why must we wait when we can do it now bit by bit. At least, at the end of the semester, we are not rushing and just simply do the assignments as I aim for a good score.
PMG101, my group members plan to do it after mid-term.. Pray hard to God that we can make it on time..

Okie..Guess I need to get back to my book and continue studying, or should I say start studying? Hmm.. anyway, wish me lucks!!

Will update soon when I have the extra time..