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Silence

2011-08-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

So long didn't blog..

I've forgotten that I do have a blog here. ;P

Pheww... Luckily I manage to log into my this blog.

I forget both my email and password.
~~(Imagine login using my "A" email then "Z" password, unsuccessful, then keep trying different passwords before trying my "B" email)~~

Being too busy with things here with my maid ran away November last year, to me being a final year student.

How fast time flies and now I'm in my final years and thesis is my huge responsibilities now.

Can't blog too long though as I really don't know what to blog already. Anyway, will update my blog more often whenever I have the time.. =)

Bye as for now.... <3

Merry Christmas =)

2010-12-25T03:10:00.003+08:00

Christmas tree infront of our church =)

Today is Jesus birthday!! Merry Christmas and have a blessed one!! ;)

Went to church for christmas mass. Celebrated with a few songs such as Christ is born in Bethlehem, O Come, All Ye Faithful, O Holy Night, and others (I can't remember). But it ends with We wish you merry christmas song.

The mass start at 10:30am, we were there at 10pm and the place is already full.

We have no choice, but to sit outside the church as it is already pack as usual.

Were thankful that we have a place to sit coz last time in St.John church, we have to stand outside, at the roadside.

After the celebration, went back home, mum and dad have to rest as tomorrow (I mean, later) is going to Penang for holiday.

As for me, I have to do the laundry, online and then after this have to pack my clothings for the holiday.

Bye Bye KL, hello Penang!!! =)

Let me end my post with christmas song too.. ;)

O come, O come, Emmanuel,
And ransom captive Israel,
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear.
Rejoice, rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to thee, O Israel.

O come, O come, Thou Lord of Might,
Who to Thy tribes, on Sinai's height,
In ancient times didst give the law,
In cloud, and majesty, and awe.

O come, Thou Rod of Jesse, free
Thine own from Satan's tyranny;
From depths of hell Thy people save
And give them victory o'er the grave.

O come, Thou Dayspring, come and cheer
Our spirits by Thine advent here;
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night,
And death's dark shadows put to flight.

O come, Thou Key of David, come,
And open wide our heavenly home;
Make safe the way that leads on high,
And close the path to misery.

O come, Thou Wisdom from on high,
And order all things, far and nigh;
To us the path of knowledge show,
And cause us in her ways to go.

O come, Desire of nations, bind
In one the hearts of all mankind;
Bid Thou our sad divisions cease,
And be Thyself our King of peace.

Second update?? Not this time ;P

2010-12-22T03:46:00.000+08:00

It had been so long since my last update.
My last update was like my last semester break??
And now it was like my another semester break?
I nearly forget my blog email and password just now when i wanna log in :(

As mentioned, I'm having my holiday now.
It's year end and I'm holiday now so whats next? PARTYYYYYY!!!!
But can't party much this year as my family suddenly wanna celebrate some festive season tomorrow (later I mean).
My first time celebrating it :P
Will be having some of that so called "tong yuen" in the evening with family
before heading off for dinner at town.

That's for tomorrow (Wed, 22nd Dec 2010)
Thurs, 23rd Dec will be partying with high school friends
Fri, 24th Dec, its Christmas eve.. My most busiest day yet it's my most happiest day.
Why?? Morning till late afternoon will be family day.
In the evening is celebrating and counting down for christmas in the church. :D
Mass is at 8pm but before that have to go there early for preparation.
Can't wait can't wait.
Oh ya, last saturday I was very brave.. Jesus sure love me the most as I went to church ALONE for mass.
My mum and sis was busy cleaning the house for christmas eversince my maid ran away (will post about it later [when I'm free]). I went alone to church, sit alone, pray alone, sing alone, walk alone (Ok, that was too exaggerate ;P)
The priest was like, why are you alone today?? hehe
After mass, what's next?? Supper together with family!!!

On Christmas day itself, will be going off to Penang for family holiday.
Last year was in Singapore, this year back to my lovely "hometown", Penang.
Will be spending 4 days, 3 nights in Penang, staying in Gurney Hotel, having a presidential suite (Feel like soooo VVIP) ;)
After that, will be coming back for new year celebration in the church of cause, and with my aunties and uncles.
Genting trip was cancelled (fully booked *sob*)

That's all for now, will update again soon!!! ;)

from november '09 till jun '10

2010-07-25T23:33:00.006+08:00

Wow..!
I just realise that it had been years since my last post..
So sorry..been busy lately since my last post..
as in super duper busy..
anyway..this post will sum all up..
what happened after my genting trip with the gang.

My birthday (2009)My biggest and the most expensive present ever..!

Mum bought me a saga car as my birthday present..

I guess is time for me to say goodbye to my loyal kenari car.. sobsob..Goodbye kenari.. i wont forget you as you are my first car and you are the one who carries all my belonging from my home sweet home to hostel in tarC and from hostel to rent room in Setapak Indah and from there back to my home sweet home..

You are the one who carries all 7 of us going out to TBR in the middle of the night for yam cha session.. (puileong, kelvin, sinyee, me, kimqin, shirkee and peyying).
You are the one who carries all 7 of us again back in HMC time.. (flo, zen, kim, me, devis, tinesh and yen). *flo's post*
I will truly miss you.. :(

This birthday really is a memorable one.. first, celebrated with sharon they all in genting.
Then on my exact day, I spend my birthday with Sangee, Amrita, Melissa and Edwyn.
We went to Midvalley for movie, then lunch in Chillis and then they pampered my nails with manicure.. so touching.. thanks guys.. i wont forget you guys.. you are all my besties..!

Came back, celebrated with my family and ta da..! with my new car.. :)

After my birthday.. it's december time..
Usually december is our family holiday trip period.
This time, we went to Singapore to celebrate christmas there.

1st day was spend in singapore zoo and night safari.
2nd day was spend in sentosa! (my favourite)

Went to underwater world in sentosa, then after that headed for dolphin show and then have lunch.
after that we watched sound of the sea where it's played by lighting and water splashing to get the image and the story was quite interesting and worth watching.. I wont forget the show.. awesome show ever..!
(I'm actually very lazy to upload those photos in here.. so, what are you waiting for? head to my fb and view them!)

After singapore.. it was new year and chinese new year came along after that..
Nothing much about it.
the only unique about this chinese new year was jonathan brought us to a sport cafe where we drink beer and play snooker at night.. thats all..

hmm..after that been busy with my second year..
first sem was quite tough to go through as sangee and amrita is in doubt whether they are leaving help or not. Have to handle the mess after they really decide to leave us and our group.
So, me and edwyn have to find our own group to join and have to settle other stuff as it was already in week 4 as other groups have already started their assignment and i really have to work very hard to catch up with my new group, and learn what is new to me(everything is new). But at the end of the day.. we all became good friends.. =)

second sem was a short sem.. so no words can describe our work load.

having holiday now and will start my third sem after my holiday. my final sem for my second year.

well... i think i've done editing what happened after my last post.
So, here is the whole summary of it..!

~~I think this post will be my longest post ever without much picture..!~~ ;)

will update again as i have a few holiday trips coming soon..!

Next post, i promise will be picture more than words..

my post is boring..who cares! is my blog and i have the right to make it as dull as i like..! ;P

Genting trip pictures..

2009-11-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

Here are some photos
(More on facebook) :)

While waiting for bus ;p
Going up with to the city of entertainment with cable car :)4 of us with outdoor theme park tag ;)

While waiting to enter and get our hand tagged in outdoor themepark :D

Kenny Roger was the place for our (lunch + dinner).Going back to our room... ;)

back to outdoor and hyper again!!

Celebrated my birthday in our room.. :)

Back to the room and continue gamble again till 4am.. :DAfter 2days 1 night, we need to go back home.. :(

Basically, this is what we did..
Go by bus and then cable car,
check in,
relax ourselves and gamble,
went to outdoor themepark,
have lunch with dinner in Kenny Rogers,
went back to outdoor themepark,
back to our room and gamble,
went out walking,
went into casino,
have a drink in coffee bean,
went back to our room,
GAMBLE!!!

Surprise

2009-11-01T21:27:00.005+08:00

Weekend was spend in Genting Highland with high school friends.

We stayed at Theme Park Hotel and our room is so far away from the hotel lobby.
Imagine this, from the lobby, take the elevator up to seventh floor (which it is supposed to be that way). Then, have to walk passed all the other rooms till the end of the corridor (this time, you will envy other customers who can have the room so near the elevator). After at the end of the corridor, turn to the right and then turn to the left to walk across the bridge to another part of the hotel (mind you, the bridge is quite long). Finally, after the bridge, you will reach to another part of the hotel and you have to take another elevator down to second floor and then only you will reach your room after 3 doors away from the elevator (you then are exhausted and tired). I sometimes forget either to go up or down with that two elevators.

Oh ya, don't forget, you have to repeat the same steps when you want to go to the lobby. :)
The worst is, when you want to go to first world plaza for foods, after the lobby, you have to walk another distance from above the bridge all the way from outdoor theme park to resort world to first world plaza and all these process from our room to first world plaza can easily take us about 30 minutes (I'm not joking).

Anyway, we are happy and really get high and wild that we are still crazy walking in and out in the middle of the night.

Oh, forget to mentioned, Sharon, Pueh Ling and KaiKai con me by asking me to help fill up kaiKai's bottle. I was so lazy at that time because we just reached our room and you know, it's tiring walking and I refused to move (I have to take the lift up to fill cold water and then go back to our room floor to fill hot water). But then Sharon says she'll go and help KaiKai to refill and bring me together with her. Don't know what's wrong with me, I followed her without questioning. After filling up the bottles, we went back to our room and they actually gives me a surprise early birthday party!!! I was so touch and I'm really touched the moment Sharon passed me her teddy bear that she won in one of the outdoor theme park game. I played that game too coz I want that teddy bear, but I can't get any prizes :'( and I eventually give up. Both Ling and Sharon got that teddy bear but not me :( but now I got it as my birthday present!! So touched and happy and really, I didn't expect that you guys will celebrate for me there.. :) You guys rocks my world and we are always best friends forever!!

There are two irritating men sitting at the lounge infront of our second lift and you know what? They offers men (themselves) to you!! This two men while I'm filling water in the water dispenser (my room floor dispenser is only hot water, so, in order to fill our bottle with cold water, we have to take the evaluator up to get cold water and people from that floor have to go to our floor to get hot water. Really trouble maker. Can't the management give us some peace of mind by providing every floor with hot and cold water and not each time we need to refill water, we have to take the lift?), they keep telling me and my friend that they can introduce men to us so that we won't be bored. I feel like scolding them but we quickly walk off. Mood spoiler man!

But nothing's can spoil my holiday mood with my best friends around me. :)

I'll upload some pictures and wait for the next post for pictures!!

Black and White, right and wrong

2009-10-17T01:32:00.003+08:00

Am I the one who are always in wrong
and you are the one who always correct?

Am I the one who always find faults
and you are always the solution?

Am I the one who always bad and you are good?

You are just trying to apply self-fulfilling Prophecy...

you are trying to maintain the standard of what people label you or how people look at you.
As for me, I think that you are selfish!!

Thanks deardear for comforting me in this matter.
Love and hugs...

Oh Dad, Poor Dad, Mamma's Hung You in the Closet and I'm feeling So Sad

2009-10-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

The night was spend with the gang in KLPac to watch Edwyn, Melissa and Sangeetha's performance - Arthur Kopit's Oh Dad, Poor Dad.
It was my first time watching this type of live performance.
It was totally an eye opening for me as I didn't know it was absolutely awesome.

We can guess, watching Oh Dad, Poor Dad, Mamma's Hung You in the Closet and I'm Feelin' So Sad, that playwright Arthur Kopit had some issues with women. His two female leads are lunatics: First, a mother so fastidious and overbearing that she locks her son in a hotel room for his entire life. Second, a child-molesting slut who seems hopelessly attracted to Asperger's syndrome. Madonna and whore, mother and lover, a virginal womb and a deflowered one: This is Kopit's bipolar world, where estrogen is gunpowder and testosterone engenders innocence.

Oh Dad, Poor Dad takes place in a hotel in 1950s Havana. Madame Rosepettle is an American widow traveling the Caribbean. She's pushy, demanding, and insulting to everyone. She travels with a piranha, two Venus flytraps and her recently deceased husband, whose corpse is stuffed and hanging in the hotel closet.

Her son, Jonathan, is an obsessive-compulsive collector of stamps, coins and books. Clad in suspenders, shorts and tall black socks, Jonathan is more than a dork -- he's an over-protected son, imprisoned in his mother's room, unable to make decisions, viewing the world through a homemade telescope. Still, life is just uncomfortable until Rosalie arrives: She's a cute blonde in a pink dress, but her lust for Jonathan is comically combustible. This leads to a battle of wits between mother and girlfriend, and everything ends in insanity and death.

Isenberg, Robert (2007)

schewdeulleh....!

2009-08-22T17:53:00.002+08:00

Just checked mypride to see whether results are out or not (I know, results will be out on 24th August onwards) but no harm just checking right?

Anyway, one of the result is out, MCH101..
Got B+ for MCH101..Quite disappointed though as my target was A for it..
Blaming myself why can't do it better as I know I can do it much better than that..

Aaargghhh... I just want a good result...

I love TVB..:)

2009-08-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

Finally, Burning Flame III ends already.. This time, the ending was so unexpected, unlike the previous two seasons that end with sad ending.. Good job to the director and scrip writer of burning flame III!!
btw, Astro on Demand rocks!! Been spending all my time watching and catching up episodes that I've missed..

This is another funny drama currently showing in AOD.. Won't stop laughing and it really worth watching..
Can't wait for this new drama, D.I.E Again, a continuous drama from D.I.E...

Oohh...being a couch potato watching an idiot box without any assignments burden and enjoying my holiday is so relaxing and so much fun...

Semester 3 starting soon... goodbye holiday, welcome stress... :(
Nono, let me enjoy 2 more weeks of holiday first before welcoming my going-to-be best friend, Stress...

Update next time, time for me to read gossip girl novel.. Love them!!!

2009-08-17T19:26:00.002+08:00

Been slightly busy with readings...

29/7 - 31/7

3/08 - 5/088/8 - 10/08

15/08 till.. now.. finish by tonight coz only left less than 20pages.. =P

Next target...

It's all in my cupboard's collection:)

Thanks dear dear

2009-08-05T16:37:00.001+08:00

Holiday and not active working in Vital Years makes my pocket run out of money..
OMG!! Been going out these days and spending lots of money.
My contact lense expired already and I don't have any stock left..
Thanks dear dear for giving me money to buy it.. Thanks god I have a friend who work in specs shop and I buy from him with his staff price... This is not the first time anyway.. hehe

Thanks dear dear for the contact lense and the solution too.. Not forgetting my extra pocket money from you, my maxis phone reload, celcom bill that you won't forget to give every month.. Hehe!! Loves and hugss...

gg

2009-08-02T18:22:00.000+08:00

Been watching Gossip Girl season 1 again and again..
Thanks to Melissa for the DVD.

I desperately want to watch Gossip Girl season 2.. Guess have to buy it..
I can't wait to buy it!!! =P

Lazy...

2009-07-30T17:25:00.001+08:00

Been enjoying my holidays but yet lazy to update..
Actually, don't know how to update..
Can't find proper words to describe my holidays..
Will update soon when there is special things and worth sharing..!

Hope you guys enjoy your holidays tooo...! Be productive ok!!

Duh!! So pathetic!!

GOLD CLASS

2009-07-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

This was my first time (honestly) going to watch movie in Gold Class for FREE!!!
After discussing where to watch, time preferred, who and when,
finally we made a decision but we are only allowed to plan, God who decide..
Midvalley, KLCC, time square, pavilion the Garden were fully booked so we have no choice but to go too 1Utama..
So much discussion to make planning on whether or not to invite other friend (KaiKai, you should know who I mean)

At last, today is the day we are waiting for..Thanks KaiKai, for the treat..!
We reach early and collect the ticket and hang around in the lounge..
Surprisingly, the malays also know how to enjoy in gold class and be arrogant..
Before going in to the room/hall? we ordered some drinks and foods since we haven't eat anything yet in the morning as we all leave Yuki's house in Perdana Residence without anything in our tummy. We planned to eat after the movie..

Gold class's seat(sofa) is so comfortable that you can fall asleep easily with the comforter they provided and you can have your privacy peacefully because it is all single seats..
I personally enjoying the sofa and my privacy there than enjoying the movie we are watching, Harry Potter..

After the movie, we shop around and planned for another movie, transformer..
Crazy right.. Haha!! Coming out from the first movie, not even 15 minutes later, we are all in another hall, watching transformer..

Went to Kepong, our usual hotspot hang out for dinner..
We have BBQ and steamboat for dinner and since it is those kind that eat all you can,
we ate so much till we can't eat anymore..

I'm pratically enjoying everyseconds today hanging out with my high school friends just like the old days..
Reached home sat 12:30am, shower, online and wanna go to bed now..

Good night everyone..!

Day trip to Bukit Tinggi

2009-07-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

Girls trip up to the hill with Jessica, KY and Yen.
The trip was planned days or maybe weeks ago and finally,
today is the day..
Awake early this morning (although I slept very late last night)

Drove to Time square and parked my car there, right infront of the entrance since it is so early and there are ample of parking for me to choose...
Meet KY and Yen in coffeebean while waiting for Jess..
Then off we go to the ticket booth in the hotel and took the 9:30am van.

Huh!! Was enjoying till evening and everyone seems tired..
Lazy to upload the photos here, so head to my facebook to view the pictures..
*click here*

2009-07-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

iPhone..no.. is iPhones now.. ;)

2009-07-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

Can you believe that I have 2 iPhones?
One is the first version that is not available in Malaysia.
And now is the latest version in Malaysia now..
Crazy huh??
But think about it again, it was funny.. =P

Will post up the two iPhone of mine in the next post..!

!

2009-07-09T19:46:00.001+08:00

Finally...

Finals are over..
7 weeks semester break is here..
Kai Kai, Yuki, Sharon, Ling Ling, Huei Tse, Pey Ying, Kevin, Kelvin, Waise..I'm now free to go out and spend time with you guys..

Oops!! Only remember about friends, forget about my aunty..
Aunty Jane, I'm now free to guide you the route to Soho KL, kepong, 1U and wangsa maju and whichever place that you want to go and I'm familiar with it...

Next destination ----> Look Out Point.
Will update more about it!

Finals

2009-07-05T07:00:00.000+08:00

Finals are around the corner.

To wrap up things, short sem are challenging, but at the mean time, it was fun.
Maybe the subject that I took was fun and not much to study.
I really do enjoy my short sem although stress and speed are double as compared to the normal long sem.
Imagine, my short sem is equals to half of my long sem.
In my long sem, my mid-term exam will equals my final exam.
Well, everything will double the work during short sem,
but it really pay off!

Oooh... my mid-term marks for mch101 is 18.5/20, presentation and assignment 35.5/40.
Not really happy with the assignment and presentation marks as I think I can score better if I'm more hardworking. All in, I have a total of 54/60 marks and I'm aiming to get good grades for mch101. Oh, did I say that I scored the highest mark for my midterm? Yeah..18.5 and the second highest was 16.5. Yeah Edwyn, I'm crazy..

HAVE TO STUDY!!!

King of Pop dies at the age of 50

2009-06-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Music legend dies at 50
Michael Jackson died after suffering a cardiac arrest.

Jackson, 50, collapsed at his rented mansion in the exclusive Los Angeles neighborhood of Holmby Hills and was rushed to hospital by paramedics before being pronounced dead at 2:26 pm (2126 GMT) on Thursday.
Jackson's brother Jermaine, the family's official spokesman, later revealed physicians had battled for more than an hour to revive the star after his arrival at the UCLA Medical Center before he was pronounced dead.

Arnold Schwarzenegger: Michael Jackson was an influential and iconic figure.
Justin Timberlake: We have lost a genius.
Dionne Warwick: We have lost an icon.

Dear dear is back!!!

2009-06-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

Oops..!
So damn happy now...!
Dear Dear is back today... =)
But I'm going to Yen's house tonight to celebrate her 21st birthday party..
Lazy to upload photos of Yen's birthday party here..
So, check it out through facebook!!
*click* here to access to Facebook
Update soon as now I wanna spend my time with my sweetheart!

Brainless man!!

2009-06-11T01:08:00.004+08:00

Today, managed to watch movie - Terminator Salvation.
Worth my money watching it.
If you asks me to watch it again, I'm willing to do it..!

Initially, plan to watch it in KLCC since I need to get something from there.
But the traffic jam there were horrible.
All the entrances are closed and it causes a terrible jam.
After trying my best to turn and stuck in the jam for 2 hours,
I've then decided to watch it in Time Square.
Regret? Not at first.
Reach Time Square, managed to find a parking that is near the entrance and near cinema.
Bought tickets and popcorns, went to the toilet,
then went in.
There are not much seats left since we are buying it last minute (it's already 5:10pm when we reached time square and we bought 5:10pm tickets)
So, we have no choice, but to choose front seat (not that front, 5th row).
While I was busy looking for our seats, well, it is easy actually, but I just want to re-confirm.
It's hard to read the ticket seat number in the dark you know.
We are at the right seat and you know what?
This idiot indian man was sitting at our place and he doesn't show that he's in wrong.
I then asked him politely, EXCUSE ME, BUT THIS IS OUR SEATS.
You know what he replied?
YEAH, AND YOU CAN SIMPLY CHOOSE ANY SEATS TO SIT, NO ONE CARES.
A little pissed off, I told him strictly, I DON'T WANT TO SIT ANYWHERE, I JUST WANT TO SIT AT MY PLACE. THIS IS OUR TICKETS AND THIS IS OUR SEATS.
He don't even want to stand up, he just sitting there and arguing back.
I ALSO HAVE MY TICKET. YOU CAN SIT AT MY PLACE. NO ONE CARES. YOU CAN SIT MY PLACE.
Hey Indian, don't think that we are girls, we are afraid of you ok! can't you see that there are 3 of us and you are only alone. How can 3 of us sit your ONE and only one seat?
And the seats are full, how can we simply sit? Where is your brain?
I DON'T WANT TO SIT AT YOUR PLACE, GIVE US BACK OUR SEATS OR NOT I NEED TO CALL THE MANAGEMENT TO SETTLE THIS PROBLEM.
He stood up angrily, shouting at me, NO ONE CARES WHERE YOU SIT. WHY YOU NEED THIS SEAT AS THERE ARE STILL SEATS AVAILABLE INFRONT? YOU ARE SO STUBBORN AND bla bla bla.. I didn't hear it and quickly went in and take our seat.
Well, he has no choice but to go at the back and find himself an empty seat.
He chooses to sit at the back of us and that girl started to tell him to go away as that is their friend's place. He went off angrily.
Is it our fault?
The moment we bought the ticket, we are free to choose the seat before you buy it..!
If you so like to sit at our place, at the first place, why DON'T YOU CHOOSE THAT SEAT BEFORE YOU PAY FOR IT?
If you say no one cares where we sit, then what's the purpose of having numbered seat at the first place?
Use your brain idiot... what the fuck!!
I'm damn pissed off by you and you spoiled my mood!!
Hey, that's my seat and I have the right to sit there, not you fucker!!

3 more days left

2009-06-09T00:20:00.001+08:00

Know what?
Just another 3 more days and I can have you back in my life..
So happy!!
Missing you so much.

I'm so sorry that I've made you worried bout me as I didn't call you,
Didn't e-mail you, didn't reply your sms and worst part is, didn't answer your call.
I was not feeling well due to the extremely hot and humid weather here.
Having light fever and lose my voice.
That day, I fall asleep after taking medicine and the phone was in silent mode since college.
But at last, you know that I'm safe here. =)

Can't wait to see you, wanna take back your comfortable hug that is belongs to me. =D

3 more days...

You are so not going to believe it!!

2009-06-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

Did I mentioned that I had my mid-term for MCH101 at KPDE 1.2?
Can't believe what you have read right?
I repeat, Yeah, you didn't see wrongly.
Can you imagine? Mid-term is in a small class?
If there are only a few students in that class, then I don't really mind.
But don't you actually know that during the usual lecture class, it's full and pack?
So, how can you fit all of us in that small classroom?
We did have lecture in that class too?
Can't you see that we sometimes have not much seats left?
It is a mid-term paper but you treated it like a quiz paper.
You told us to come back after half an hour as by that time, the other half of the students will be done by then.
Well, this was my first time experiencing this type of "mid-term".
Is it good or bad??

=)

2009-05-19T20:25:00.006+08:00

Got a parcel for me today...!
I'm so happy..
A surprise parcel from Dear Dear...
Thanks sweetheart.
Love you always and miss you so much.
Hope to see you soon.

You know that my purse is not in good condition
and you quickly buy me a new one before you fly to Japan.
And the most unbelievable part is,
I don't even know about it...

Thanks dear dear...
You really make me smile for today.
At least, when I receive your parcel, open it, saw my new purse and read your short note that you insert it in the purse.
I really smile...A BIG one.
You make me miss you even more..
But nevermind, at least, you managed to make me smile today... =)
Although it's not long,
but even my maid noticed that I looked more cheerful than the days before.
Thanks dear dear.. Love you sooo much..

*huggs tightly*

After tonight, another 25 more days to go...

Today Is The Day ='(

2009-05-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

At last, the day that I hated the most came.
Today, you are going to Japan for a month.
This morning you nearly miss your flight to KL.
Luckily I woke up and quickly wake you up.
I got a shock as your flight is at 8am but the clock is already 7:15am.
Everything was so rush but luckily you manage to board into the plane.
Then you need to rush to check in to the next plane.

You message me at 7:11pm telling me that you've reached safely
and will call me later as now you are getting onto the train.
I'm not patience you know.
Now is ~~already~~ only 9:30pm and you still haven't call me.
I miss you so much darling.
When you are in the plane, I sent you numerous sms-es.
The moment you switch on your phone,
it is full with my incoming sms-es.

Honestly, I really don't know how to bear and be patience
without you by my side.
I miss you crazily and
I need you badly.
I'm so quiet and not active as before.
I'm lost without you.
My friends asked me why I'm so different,
I now became very quiet and will only talk when necessary.
No usual jokes from me,
You brought my soul together with you
I'm in here now just my body that have no mood.

I can't wait to hear from you..
Please call me as soon as possible as I'm dying to hear your voice.
I miss you and hope one month ends quickly.
miss you loadss...

*huggs tightly*

At 12 midnight tonight, a day had passed, left another 27 more days.
How I wish is 27 more seconds.

Tomorrow is the day...

2009-05-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

How fast time flies..
Tomorrow morning you are going to Japan for a month.
I don't know how I can pull through this one whole month without you.
Hope this one month ends as fast as it could.
So that I can have you back by my side.
So gonna miss you.

You haven't leave yet, but started to miss you already.
Wish tonight will last a little longer.
To sleep with you, feel safe and warm in your comfortable hug.
As I'm going to miss it for the one whole long month.

Tears are dripping unwillingly and uncontrollably.
Oh God, please help me go thorough this whole month.
Dear Dear... I Miss You so badly now...

Miss your voice, miss your hug, miss your kiss and miss everything in you.
Don't forget to send me emails ya.
I know you will as I trust in you.

*hugs tightly..* won't let you go anywhere tonight.

Second semester just started

2009-05-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

So fast, my holidays come to an end.
Feel like not enough of holidaying.
But at the same time,
I'm excited to get myself back to college ~~well, I guess it will last for a while only~~
Today was my first day of my second semester.
For this week, only
having classes on Monday and Thursday.
As this is a short sem, a lot of things have to be done quickly.
Assignments were given on the very first day of class.
Guess what, it dues in 3 days time for our first draft.
First proposal dues in a week time,
and not to mention, the whole assignments due in 6 weeks time.
Haven't include mid-term.
Oh ya, did I mention that mid-term is in week 4?
That means in 4 weeks time, a month to be exact.

Everything have to be done quickly
and I guess I need to work double hard than the previous sem.
Guess that I will be busy and will have no time to blog.
Dr.Albert already gave us the topic of our assignment
and will show our draft this Thursday.
Have to act fast right?

Goodbye holidays,
Welcome stress, work load, assignments, sleepless night...

*Oh ya, today I realise that Dr.Albert have a mole on his right side of his face. I didnt realise it previous semester.. =P*

A month

2009-05-10T00:23:00.001+08:00

Dear Dear,

You're leaving soon to Japan for a month.
Your company send you to Japan to supervise and to lead for a project in Japan.
At this point, I feel like wanna burn down your company.
For letting you leave me for a month.
That day, when you went to Japan for only 4 days,
I already feel like the days pass by is killing me.
Imagine, you need to work there for a month.

I hope+wish you won't go to Japan.
But at the same time,
I understand that you are working.
I know, it will be a long+hard whole one month for me to go through.
You will not be around me when I'm sad.
You will not be with me when I'm having hard times.
I can't pour out to you when I need you.

Although you have promised me
that sometimes you will call me,
you will often email me,
I can SMS you whenever I like,
At times, I can call you.
But for me, all these are still not enough.

I trust you,
I know you won't break your promise.
I know you will come back as soon as you have done your job there.
I know that you will not do those things that I don't like.
I know that you won't break my heart.

But...I'm still worry..
about that Swine Flu,
about the weather there,
about your safety,
about your health,
about so many things...

The worst is... I will definitely miss you crazily..
And my semester is starting soon,
I can't complain everything to you.
I can't manja manja with you...

The days you're going to Japan is coming nearer,
but I'm sure,
that the days when you're coming back to Malaysia will be very long.
I miss you dear dear... <3

2009-05-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

So many college friends asking me to post up Dear Dear's picture.
High school friends and other friends all have seen Dear Dear as we used to go for drinks together late at night and hang out in our usual spot, Kepong.

But before I post it up, of cause I need to tell a little about him.

Well, his name is Tan KenShi, born and raised up in Kedah in a malay kampung.
His father is Thai Chinese and mum is a Malaysian Chinese.
When he was young, his family was very poor and they were force to moved out and stay in a place called jungle.
They stay (till now) in a malay kampung area.
He was the best student at that time and was selected to study high school for free in Alor Setar (if I'm not mistaken). He then further his studies in Electrical Engineering in Japan and came back to Penang and work as a team leader engineering in Research and Design Lab Department.
He is currently staying in Penang and own a shop selling car accessories and others.
One thing bad about him and I don't like about it is he love to join those car race that held in Sepang F1 circuit. But thanks God, he quit racing already! Hehe, hard to persuade him to quit racing you know.

Well, guess that's all about him and if I miss out something, I promise I will update it soon. Hehe!!According to one of the quiz that I took in Facebook, my actor boyfriend is Ben Affleck. So, here's suppose-to-be-my-boyfriend's photo.. Haha!!

Envy me? Nee not to.. You can have him... Cause that is not my dear dear... Take it, if you want Ben Afflect..It's all yours.. =P

Now...Here's the photos of my boyfriend...
My dream boyfriend/s...
Hehe!!

No need me to introduce, Wang Lee Hom...
(My favourite singer)

NOT FORGETTING....

My all time favourite singer + actor, Jay Chou...

Oh ya, here is the picture of him.. So sorry, i took his picture with my sony phone.. And this is the only picture that is in my computer. Others is in my laptop and my laptop is in the shop as it can't function well. So, bear with it first..

My dear dear...

*I've posted up...*

Finally... Exam's over...

2009-04-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

So happy...
Just wanted to shout out loud...
EXAM'S OVER...!
I'm now very free and I'm going to fully utilized my semester break..
Dear Dear, I can spend all my time with you already...
Kai Kai, I'm now available to watch loads of movie with you...
Yuki, I'm now free to have dinner with you, go karaoke with you already...
Sharon, I've the time to shop with you...
Pueh Ling, I'm now available for you to ~~kidnap~~ me for yam char...
ShirKee and my gang, we can go for holiday already... Langkawi?
And the others ~~(can't list out everybody as it will be a very long list :D)~~, just wanted to tell you guys that I'm now AVAILABLE for you all...
So happy...
Damn happy...

*Yen, I agree with you la, we really do treasure our semester break*

Well, I feel like I've just release from prison...
FREEDOM is in my mind right now!!
Can't blame me...

Stone..

2009-04-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

wtf...
I'm having my finals now...
So stress, depressed and busy...
Here comes the bad news that our church priest passed away.
Then, today, again, got a bad news..
Why can't just leave me alone.
Why now? At this time?
Today, because I control myself from going to the toilet,
not because I'm lazy, not because I don't want to go..
Because of that...
I'm having tummy pain and the worst part was...
I urine blood.. OMG.. It is so pain.. It is so unbearable.
Went to the clinic as I'm having exam tomorrow,
Hope the doctor can cure me at speed second..
But instead, the doctor told he that he SUSPECT that I have stone in my kidney..
WHAT??? STONE??
Doctor say he just suspect..
Have to go for urine test, this and that.
Asked me not to drink ice water (one of my favourite sky juice), don't drink milk (thanks God, I hate milk), don't drink mineral water (wait a minute... Mineral water? Then, what am I suppose to drink?) According to the doctor, mineral water contains high level of protein (general knowledge, I already know about it).. and other source of water contain certain level of protein too as water came from limestone bla..bla..bla...
Cannot eat egg, sardine, soy sauce...
So, in conclusion, I need to drink tap water, boiled it and only drink the top part.. Gosh...
There are 7 types of medicine and one of them is BUANG KENCING (cleans my bladder I guess), another type is URINARY ALKALINIZER.. Other is to open up my urine passage so that whatever crystal can be flushed off..
The pain, no doubt is unbearable, but after those medicine,
it is now bearable but sometimes, it is unbearable (sudden attack)
Thanks doctor, you make me able to sit up and study for tomorrow exam.
Thanks mummy, as you quickly rush me to the clinic.
Thanks dear dear, you comfort me and ask me to be patience.
Now, I just hope that my kidney don't have stone.
Pray hard...

Final Exam... =/

2009-04-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

Final is around the corner, no, it should be on Friday (1 more day to go).
But don't really know why am i still blogging here.
I should be studying..
So far, I've covered PSY111 and MC100, part of PSY110a..
Currently, been struggling for PMG101 and PSY105.
A little update about myself,
besides been busy with my finals, I'm teaching as a part time tuition teacher too
at my near by house and soon will let myself be a private home tuition teacher for PMR and SPM students. =)

If You Asked Me To - Celine Dion

2009-03-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

if you asked me to mp3 | lyrics

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I know this is quite an old song, but I love this song and the meaning of this song.

If You Asked Me To - Celine Dion

Used to be that I believed in something
Used to be that I believed in love
Its been a long time since Ive had that feeling
I could love someone
I could trust someone
I said Id never let nobody near my heart again darling
I said Id never let nobody in

But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life forever
If you asked me to
I just might give my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to

Somehow ever since Ive been around you
Cant go back to being on my own
Cant help feeling darling since Ive found you
That Ive found my home
That Im finally home
I said Id never let nobody get too close to me darling
I said I needed, needed to be free

But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life forever
If you asked me to
I just might give my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to

Asked me to, I will give my world to you baby
I need you now
Ask me to and Ill do anything for you baby, for you baby

If you asked me to
Id let you in my life forever
If you asked me to...

I screwed up 48% of my teenage life

2009-03-13T00:45:00.001+08:00

How much of your teenage life have you messed up ?

TAG 25 FRIENDS; REMEMBER TO TAG THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU!

[x ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test

Total: 1

[x ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[ ] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 2

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher

Total : 5

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[ ] Called someone during school hours
[ ] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class.

Total : 2

[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 2

[ ] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 1

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework.

Total: 3

All total: 16

Multiply by 3 = 48
Then repost this as "I screwed up 48% of my teenage life"

People I wanna tag.....
Amy
Chell
Zen
Jia-Min
Evie
Jessica

(I just simply put the names, no need to do if you don't want to)

Posting up his picture???

2009-03-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

Everyone starts to complain...
Asking me to put pictures up...
So that they can see who is he...
I guess only my best friends know him
coz we go out together, eat, drink and watch movie together...
But not my college friends...
Guess that they are starting to get annoyed!!
I still remember that I promise Chell to post his picture up...
~~(Ohkay... I forget about it actually) Hehe!!~~
Then Zen told me that everytime he reads my blog about dear dear, he feels like calling me up and asking me to post dear dear picture...
Chell told me don't find any celebrity picture and post it up...
~~I didn't think of that trick..Hehe~~
So many people have been asking me to post the picture up...
Countless amount of people asking...

YOU KNOW WHAT??
I'm going to post the picture???
NO NO NO!!
Hahaha!!! I want to let you all keep waiting...

NO la, I will post it up,
But let me do it in the next post..
Not this post!! (cause I still having fun to let all of you to keep waiting)

Do countdown!! hehe!!

You are special to ME!!

2009-03-10T23:57:00.008+08:00

It's almost 12am now,
but you are still busy with your things.
I ~~try~~ to understand you,
your workload, your shop with stupid+fussy+inconsiderate+no brain
customers that calls up in the middle of the night
(when I say in the middle of the night, that means 2-4 in the morning)
when people are sleeping.

Tonight, you sms-ed me and tell me that you
will be late as you just received a big parcel from
japan and you need to open it up and check everything,
making sure that it is in good condition and it is functioning.

Guess you will be very late tonight.
But I know that you will always call me
~~(although you sometimes fall asleep without calling me)~~
when you reach home although I'm sleeping,
making sure that I sleep well and will never forget
to remind me to wake you up the next morning.

Tonight I guess I will be staying up and wait for you
as I need to read my PMG101.

Hope you will not that late, reaches home before

I finish reading my PMG101.

I just received your sms saying that you are heading home now.

I'm so happy...

Can't wait to talk to you!!

so here’s a big hug to say…

you are special to me..

Darling, you are really special to me.. I Love You always dear...

Surprises...

2009-02-22T22:04:00.001+08:00

Dear Dear, you surprised me today..!
I didn't think that you will give such surprise to me.
You have been busy with your work things and I'm busy with my studies.
But you still have time for me.
I'm so touched and super happy.
We didn't managed to spend a good quality time together during valentine.
But you surprise me with special made cake just for me.
Although is belated, but I know it is not your fault.
It is that bakery shop fault as they forget that you have ordered a special made cake for me and they suppose to delivered it to me last Sunday...
It really surprised me as you didn't mention anything to me until that bakery man called me and asked for house direction.
Quite weird you know at first. Don't know whether to trust him or not, I have to called you and confirm with you.
I so hope to see you dear dear...
Miss you so much...
I wish you were here, sharing the cakes with me..

Honestly, I don't eat cheese cake. Not even once I touch it since I was young.
But because of you, dear dear, I break the record, I took a slice of it and finish it..
Next time, remember ya, NO CHEESE CAKE for me.. Hehe!!
I guess you forget that I told you before I don't eat cheese cake.
Anyway, you really make me smile the whole day and you are the first person who makes me eat CHEESE CAKE!!

Miss you loadsss and love you always dear dear...

Faster come down KL ya, I'm very greedy... SMS, phone calls, 3G and MMS is not enough for me, I want to see you and hold your hand... I miss your warm and comfortable hug, really makes me feel safe and protected...

Guess what?? You are now on the phone with me when I'm typing this blog...
Just wanted to tell you, one whole night phone call is still not enough for me...
Guess CELCOM pissed off with us as they cut of the phone line after 3 hours...
And in that 3 hours, we were sleeping and didn't realize when it cut us off..
Only realize it the next day when one of us is awake.
I LOVE YOU, DEAR DEAR...
***huggs tightly and not letting you go away***

I miss you very much, Uncle

2009-02-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

Uncle Alex, I miss you so much... Today, I played with your motorola phone. I took picture of myself with your phone, I play with it, I went through all the picture that you took. After that, I go into the music files and I played all the music inside there. Going through one song and another.

I came across with a song, your favourite song.. I remembered you told us, you sing that song and we (I and Ah Yee) laugh at you in your car. You were so pissed off and you say that the singer in that song is you. We laughed and asked you not to lie us, but you angryly scold us , saying that we doesn't know anything. I didn't hear finish that song and I quickly change to the next song, slowly, my tears start dripping. All the memories about you starts playing in my mind, flashing back quickly, but clearly.

After your operation, you stayed with us.. And I still remember the first time you bought this phone, you were so happy, showing to us, your new phone. Quickly, you asked Jasmine to charge the phone for you, you asked her to teach you how to manipulate the phone. You asked your godson to download songs for you. I remembered I asked you, "only so little song you have?" and I starts transfer all my songs that is in my phone to your phone so that you have more songs. You asked me back, "you want more songs? Uncle tomorrow asked my godson to download more." I told you that I want and I asked you to download more, if can.

The very next day, you really went to Low Yat Plaza, although you haven't fully recovered yet. Mummy is so worried about you as you can't fall down and you are still so weak. As you have promised me, you download a lot of songs for me. I'm so happy at that time, but I didn't have the chance to bluetooth all the songs to my handphone because I were busy and when I'm free, you went out with your friends. After that you went back to Johor and after that you were admitted to hospital in JB. Just now, while I go through all the songs, it reminds me that all that songs in your phone, you download it for me and Jasmine. Even you are not feeling well, you still think of us. I miss you so much, uncle.

Uncle, although now I can't see you, I can't talk to you but you will always in my heart. I miss you so much and I really hope you can read my blog here. I really hope you are reading what I have written here. Want you to know, how much I miss you.

I miss you so much and I'm still sad, you are gone forever, but I don't dare to tell anyone, especially mummy, as I know, she is more sad than me. I miss you, but I can't tell anyone, I can't share it out. I need to be strong infront of mummy. Sometimes, I afraid that one day, I became weak infront of mummy. As an eldest daughter, I need to carry my responsibilities to be strong infront of mummy and sister.

Saying it all out now through here, more or less, release my burden a little. Uncle, I hope you can guide all of us and give us the strength that you have.

*Take care uncle, and I always keep you in my prayers.*

From,
Your niece,
Christine.

Stress...

2009-02-13T00:12:00.004+08:00

Mid-term is only a few days more and I haven't finish studying.
Can't imagine that I still can so relax here.
Assignments are piling up slowly and the due date is getting nearer too.
So far, I have done my PSY111 assignments.~~(So far, only my part done, others group members haven't submit theirs to the group leader yet~~
PSY110, sad to say, but my group seem like my group members have no initiative to start it. Not even discuss about it.
PSY105, At last, our group members have done the experiments already. Only left with the experiment report.
MC100, doing well with the group members, but because our assignments due at the end of the semester, so I guess my group members will not start it now, but will doing it last minutes. ~~this is what I don't like~~ as every week, we have 2 extra assignments to do and pass it at the end of semester, so, imagine, at the end of semester, I need to study for my finals, need to do presentations, need to do my individual assignments and need to do all the group assignments that is piling up week by week.
Just don't really understand, why must we wait when we can do it now bit by bit. At least, at the end of the semester, we are not rushing and just simply do the assignments as I aim for a good score.
PMG101, my group members plan to do it after mid-term.. Pray hard to God that we can make it on time..

Okie..Guess I need to get back to my book and continue studying, ~~or should I say start studying?~~ Hmm.. anyway, wish me lucks!!

Will update soon when I have the extra time..

Bachelor of Psychology

2009-01-16T12:57:00.002+08:00

Started my course for the past 2 weeks.
Will update soon as I have just moved to Rawang.
Things haven't really settle yet.
Been busy helping mum as Chinese New Year is around the corner plus cleaning and shifting and buying furniture for the new house.
It really will takes us time to settle down.
Phew!! Got to go!!

Before and After...

2009-01-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

Picture tells it all..

Before my eye surgery...
If you did realize, I don't have any eye lashes at my lower eye-lid.
That is because my lower eye-lid grows inward and my eye lashes was inside my eye, rubbing against my eye ball...

WARNING!!

If you haven't eat anything yet, I recommend you not to continue because the pictures after this is totally very disgusting.. I swear..!

Get a closer look...I have three types of stitches...
One is inside, that it will dissolved but itself, second stitch is at the middle and the one that you see is the outer stitches.
Each layer of stitches there is 6 of it, so all add up is 18 stitches..
By right, it is more than 18 because there are a few times the surgeon stitch wrongly and he have to take it out and do it all over again...

I'm BACK!!

2009-01-02T23:52:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back..

First of all, I wanna thanks to all my friends who keeps calling me, SMS me, visit me and concern about me so much...
Thanks and thanks again..
Really heart touching...

My best friends, Sharon, Kai Kai, Jackie, Pueh Ling, Evon, Racheal, Shin Loong, Kim Qin, Pey Ying, Kelvin, Kevin, not forgetting, Shir Kee and others..

Family - Thanks aunty and uncle, grandpa and grandma, it is really heart touching when I know that you wants to rush down to take care of me, my cousins, specially for you, Jonathan, godsis and godbro...

College friends, Waise, Amy, Mechell, Flo, Evie, Yen..

Friends, (I can't list out here as there are so many of them)

Not forgetting, those in the chatbox...

Thanks so much you guys...
I'm sorry if I've missed out anyone, but I really do appreciate everything...

Thanks...

**huggs and love**

Tomorrow...

2008-11-30T08:49:00.002+08:00

1st of December, Monday.
That is the day that I'm afraid of.
And it is tomorrow.
Only left a few more hours and I need to face the reality.
These few days, I tried hard to make myself busy.
So that I will not have extra time to think about the operation.
I went out with friends, spend time with them, helping my mum doing this and that,
When the night falls, make me more panic.
Cause, that is the time that I realize a day have just passed.
I have sleepless night,
Can't sleep well no matter how hard I tried.
Now only I know, how scared is uncle before his operation.
I'm having the same feeling here.
Maybe you are more scared, uncle.
But I feel the same too.
It is like a trauma, that hunts my mind.
It really makes me feel uneasy.
Don't asked me what am I afraid of as I can't explain the feeling.
It is the mixture of my feeling..
Scared, nervous, panic, and lots more..

I shall be away for these few days,
I might not come online and knowing what's happening and
I can't get update with you guys.
But I will make sure that my phone is always with me.
So that I can still update with you guys through sms and phone calls.
Only during my operation time, I need to completely switch off my phone.
That is on Monday, 1st Dec, at 8am till I guess 11-12pm as the operation will takes 2-3 hours.
After the operation, if I'm able to switch my phone on, I will do that.
I can't leave without my phone with me.
I must make sure that my phone is always with me.
Without it. I feel kinda weird.
Feel unsecured and most of all, feel sad I can't stay connected with dear dear.

Praying hard for my eye operation....

Tagged by Chell

2008-11-25T09:47:00.003+08:00

Was tagged by Chell, but was too busy to do it till now... Hehe!!

1. what's the relationship of you and her/him ?

My friend during college days... College-mate + Classmate..

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?

- Always SMS
- Intelligent
- Very quiet
- Adorable
- Very hardworking

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you

Those concerning words that she said to me when I'm down. (glad to have a friend like her.)

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you

So far... When I'm sad, her concern is the most memorable things she have done to me.

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..

OMG... It is impossible!! We are not lesbian OK!! She have a loving bf and I have mine too..

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...

There is no ''IF" coz we are friends and will be friends forever.

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

Again, there is no "IF".

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..

IF.... No reason la... coz she will not be my enemy

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?

Be there to support her and concern about her like she have done to me?

10. The overall impression of him/her is...

She is nice and sweet.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?

Hope nothing bad.. If there is, then I apologize. Forgive me.

12. The character of you for yourself is ?

Happy-go-lucky
Quite emo at times
Value my friends
Very shy (Am I??)

I'm not perfect!

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?

The lazy me, the way I made my bf unhappy.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?

No one, except myself

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

Thanks so much..! Appreciate it so much!!

Ten people to tag:

Anyone who wants to do it..!

So sorry Chell, for the late post.

Time flies...

2008-11-24T09:37:00.000+08:00

It have been a month since uncle passed away.
Miss him so deeply here.
Time flies really fast.
All of us, already accepted the fact that uncle is no longer with us.
I wanna say thanks to those who support me and give me strength to move on.
Thanks so much and I do appreciate it so much.
I'm fine now.

Went to the eye specialist on Saturday and have my eye checked again before going for my eye surgery.
I'm suffering from lower eye-lid grow inwards instead of outwards.
The doctor said I was born with it and it is very common for chinese to have this problem.
The doctor gave 3 options,
Laser, surgery or plug off all my eye lashes.
The doctor said doing surgery is the best option as if laser, the chances to grow again, is big. If plug off all the eye lashes, it is only for temporarily.
December 1st is my surgery at 9am.
It will takes 1-2 hours.

I'm dead scared....

Friday, Oct 24, 2008. Rest in peace.

2008-10-24T10:12:00.004+08:00

Woke up early this morning after hearing the house phone rang for a while till my maid pick it up.
Was wondering who is calling since it is just 6am.
Got the shocking news that my uncle passed away this morning at 12:30am.
We promised him that we will see him on Sunday and we asked him to wait for us.
But, we human can only plan and the decision is in God's hand.
God is much greater, He took uncle with him.
Uncle's last wish is so simple, he just want to see us one last time.
Now, he gone forever.
I miss him so much now.
Mum cried so much this morning, I was wordless.
These few days, I'm suffering from eye problem and I'm going to see eye specialist tomorrow.
Now, when ever my tear drip, my eyes is so pain.
But I can't stop crying after knowing that uncle is far away from us.
I really miss him so badly here.
He is a joker, that always make us laugh with his funny actions.
Now, all that become memories already.
I have no longer hear him joking, no longer hear him complaining, hear him talking and see him doing funny stuff.
He used to call me, "Uncle Kai Ca Bo Kia" (Uncle's daughter)
At times, he really pissed me off with his character and bad habits.
But most of the times, he really cheer me up.
Still remember when I've injured my leg and can't attend college lessons,
he dance while singing (Oh, Oh, Oh!!!! it is a kung fu fighting...) infront of me showing to me that he can dance with his leg while I can't.
Still remember how he changed my TV channel and how he criticized the actors and actress in my favourite movie.

Uncle, we really miss you and we always love you forever. Rest in peace.

To all my friends, if I promised you guys to go out with you all (yam char, watch movies, shopping, dinner and others), I'm so sorry that I have to break my promises. Right now, I really have no mood to do anything and I might be busy helping my families. For those who send me condolence, thanks for supporting me. I'm still strong here.
Thanks so much.

Dear, I tried my best not to cry, as you wish, I know my eye's condition, I will try, although it is hard. But most of the times, my tears drip uncontrollably. I have lost my uncle... I know you are here to support me. I do really need you.)

Hospital Sultan Ismail

2008-09-22T22:13:00.004+08:00

Was so tired.
I have a hectic weekend.
As you know, uncle was admitted to the hospital about a week ago.
He is suffering from cancer stage four.
Actually after the operation, he stayed with us for about four months and then he decided to go back to hometown to stay with grandma.
For the whole four months, he is recovering and he is very active.
He talks, he walks, he eats, he plays and he even can drive to buy things for himself as he told us that he is bored staying at home doing nothing.
But when he went back to hometown in Batu Pahat, Johor, he is getting weaker and weaker.
He refuse to eat and drink.
To make the matter worst, one of my grandaunty from Singapore, she come and visit uncle.
That old lady, she so and tell uncle that his cancer is stage four.
We try to hide from him and she easily say it out.
Since that day, uncle have no mood and apparently lost his appetite over anything and everything.
He no longer can walk and now he is relying on the wheel chair to move around.

He was admitted to the hospital and now, we found out that his cancer cell is spreading in his body.
His cancer cell spread into his bone and attack his T-bone and other bone. He have no bone there and that was the cause why he can't walk.
Doctor told us that everyday, it is a bonus day for him.
I get that doctor message and we are now mentally prepared.
Doctor said that he now still can talk,
But he can fall into coma suddenly and he will leave us anytime.
I feel so useless whenever I saw my mum's tears dripping.
I wanted to comfort her, but I can't as my tears are dripping too.

Mum decides to go to Johor Bahru to visit uncle as he calls and begs us to go and visit us.
He said that he wants to see all of us before he leave us.
Saturday, after mum came back from her office, we pack and we make a move at around 3:30pm.
On the way, we have to stop by BP to fetch grandma up as she wants to visit her son too.
After so long journey, we fially reached JB and it tooks us about 6 hours plus.
We reached the hospital at about 9:45pm and because it is government hospital, they are very strict.
The visiting hours are like from 12:30pm till 2pm and from 4pm till 7pm.
When we reached there, we have to give 100 reasons to the security just to go in and visit uncle.
The security then allow us to go but only gives us 10minutes.
Well, of course we stayed more than 10 minutes and you know what happened?
That stupid malay security guard came in and scolded us, she told us times up. We begged for a little while more, this inconsiderate people just scolded us and off the room light and ask us out.
We wanted to scold her as uncle is staying in a VIP room and is a private room.
But we didn't afraid that she will do something harms uncle.

We then check-in hotel in Mutiara Hotel (formally known as Holiday Inn hotel).
Dad booked two rooms previously and we went up to rest for a while before we go for dinner.
We have our dinner at 11:45pm. I guess it is supper more than dinner.
But well, we are having seafood, it is satisfying after all.
Go back to the hotel room with bloated tummy, shower, rest, play and then at 3am, I fall asleep on the bed that I share with my sister. My grandma was in the next bed in the same room as me while my parent was in the next room.

At 10am, the next morning, all of us awake and shower and we get ready, go for breakfast and meet up with aunties from JB.
Luckily the hotel let us extend out check-out time till 3pm so that we are not that rushing.
We went to the hospital after breakfast and visit uncle.
We then went straight to the hotel and pack our belongings and check out.
We leave JB at about 3:15pm and we reached BP at 4:30pm.
Rest for a while in grandpa house, then we make a move back to KL at around 7:00pm.
Dad was speeding all the way and finally, we reached KL at 9:45pm.

I was so tired and restless.
All of us went to bed after shower.
I woke up today at 11:45am.
Still feel tired. But I have to help my mum to do some things.

This time, Flo tagged me... =)

2008-09-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by Florentyna.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
~ I will make his life full will sorrow and misery.. Hahahaha!! (Serve him right!!)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
~ I wish that I will be a successful person in everything near future. (Yeah!! I'm scare of being a loser)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
~ My aunty's butt?? (Cause she con my mum money and didn't want to admit herself, but instead, put the blame on my uncle..)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
~ Of course I will save it in the bank, give some for charity, then go around the world if I can and invest bla bla (As if the money is enough for everything)

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
~ Hmm.... Let me think(thinking very deeply)... Of course. My bf is my best friend during my TAR College days.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
~ Of course being loved by someone as my family loves to tell us, choose the one that love you more than you love him. Haha!! My cousins always repeat that when we discuss bout our bf/gf.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
~ It is all depends.. Well, if it is worth waiting, why not?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
~ OMG!!! I will try to forget about him but still keep our friendship.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
~ I would like to choose actor (Raymond, Lam Fong). Why? Because, hey, how often you have the chance to act with an actor? I mean, we always have the chance to spend time with our bf right?

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
~ If he is still single, OF COURSE!! Let him feel regret of losing me. Hehehe!! If he is already married, I think I will invite him too cause to tell him that, hey, I'm more than ok without you as I have found a better one.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
~ 10 years time? Having a good career and a wonderful relationship. In short, success in everything.

12. What's your fear?
~ Fear?? Fear of being a loser? Fear of LIZARD!!! Hehe!!

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
~ People who don't know her, thinks that she is a shy and quiet person (this was what I think before I know her) But once you know her, she is friendly, good, nice and helpful person (I miss the three long hour break before our Business lecture in Sem 3 la Flo.)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
~ I want to be rich, but I don't want to be single. So, can I have married AND rich? (hehe!! the greedy side of me)

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
~ Is dear dear still on the line? Does the line hangs us up? If it does, I will call him again and if it doesn't, I will wake him up by keep calling for him. Hehe!!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
~ I will give some (not all) at first and slowly, as time goes by, I will give it all.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
~ Which two people? But if I fall in love with two people, I guess I will pick the one that is better than the other one and the one who loves me more.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
~ Well, hard to say(cause I'm quite a revengful type of person). Haha!! No la. It is all depends on how horrible is it (ya la, if that person make me lose my loved ones, how can I FORGIVE and FORGET). But mostly I might forgive, but NOT forget.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
~ I guess in a relationship as I'm happy to be with my bf. Hehe!!!

20.List 6 people to tag (well, I'm going to change this question)
20. Who do you want to tag?
~ Anyone who are interested in doing this, they may. Hehe!!

!@%$@#@!

2008-09-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed off right now.
To other people, they think that I'm in the wrong.
But do you really check and understand my feelings?
I admit, I admit that sometimes I'm fierce.
But hey, please know the reason why I scold you.
Although I'm fierce, but of cause there is always a cause behind it.
I can't be so inconsiderate right?
That scolds you without any reason or purpose?
Please use your mind and think about it.

I don't understand,
Not sometimes, but always.
I don't really understand you.
So what if you are the sick person?
So what if you are my uncle?
Have you ever think, a deep thinking that why your son didn't ever bother to visit you?
Have you ever see your son buying things for you?
Hey, think yourself.

Yes, I did scold you.
I did raise my voice to you.
I did shout at you.
I'm pissed off at that time.
Know why?
Cause I have already been so patience with you and I can't take it anymore.
Hey, I'm human Okay!
I have a feeling.
I have already done my best, to be patience with you.
So, what somemore you want?
Doesn't this 4 months I did what you want?
Not enough? I'm telling you right now, that I have already been so patience with you for the past FOUR Months.
Hey. is four MONTHS ok, not four WEEK.
I don't like you? I hate you?
No, I don't.
But can you be not so childish?

The maid cooks EVERYMEAL everyday,
you refuse to eat it.
Giving so many excuses,
the food not nice, maid dirty, no taste, you don't like it, and anything that you can think off.
As a result, I need to go all way out just to buy the food that you want to eat.
I ned to buy for you for lunch and dinner.
I'm ok with it but hey, you want me to buy food from particular stall and place?
Isn't it a little too much?
I'm staying in Selayang and you want me to go all the way to Cheras to buy Nasi Lemak for you?
Go to Imbi and buy mee for you?
At night when I'm dead tired after the whole day out, you wants me to go to Pudu and buy you dinner.
Hey, that is way too much.
Can you look at the time, what time is it? It is already 11pm.
Forgive you with the food problem as mummy always told me that bear with you and actually, I'm very happy to see you have appetite to eat.

What I don't really like is...
The day that you need to go to the hospital for check ups.
Hey the appointment have already made.
Mummy asked me to send you there as she have to work.
I remembered before I drive, I asked you where else you want to go, didn't I?
You told me that you have nowhere to go.
And I asked you are you sure because I don't want to make a big turn later.
You said after the checkup you wants to go back your house to take somethings.
I said ok and then you say thats all.
Hey, I drive till we reach right infront of the hospital and you asked me don't go to the hospital first.
Asked me to send you to the bank and you wants to redraw money.
I'm fine with it. Although I'm angry, but I didn't show it.
You told me to drive you to the bank.
I did as what you said. But wait a minute..
To redraw money from ATM machine, do you need to go back to your house area that bank?
You know it is so far away from the hospital?
And I need to go all the way just for you.
Then you say can go to the hospital already.
I did as you asked.
Reach hospital, you go for your checkup.
Then you asked me to send you back to your house.
You know?
I'm so pissed off as it is far away from the hospital and I need to go there again.
Why just now you don't want to go as we are already there when you want to go to the bank?
Why you wants me to go there twice?
I have been driving since morning till evening 6pm.
You know how tired am I?
How hungry am I?
I'm fine with it.
You saw the mangosteen stall near your house, you told me to drop by afterward.
Honestly, I forget about it.
I totally forget about it.
After I turn out heading home, already half the journey only you remind me.
What you want me to do?
It is already half the journey and I need to send my sister for tuition later.
It is so rushing. You stayed with us for so long, don't you know that Jasmine's tuition everynight?
I told you that I go to the night market and buy it for you later.
Mummy did buy it and what did you do?
You throw off all the mangosteen by saying it is rotten.
But it is actually not at all.
I keep it by myself again.

That day, is the day where I can't take it anymore.
The day I scold you and raise my voice to you.
I can't take it anymore.
Because of your character.
Your bad behaviour.
If you don't know how to fix that pond,
DON'T fix it.
No need you to act so pro to adjust and do the statue for the pond.
You know mummy spends so much to buy that statue and now you broke it.
I have already told you earlier on,
That don't do it.
Let it be and you said that you know how to do and you always did that.
Fine!! Now, what have you done with it?
You broke it.
I was so pissed off and I raise my voice and scold you.
Cause that is mum's favourite.
You know.
Now???

I scold you for a reason and I already can't take it.
There are so much more that I don't want to point it out.
You are so selfish.
You watch your program and you don't let us change to the channel that we want to watch.
I missed out so many episode because of you.

All I know, I only scold you once.
Only that one time.
What you did?
You tell all my aunties that I have no manners?
They don't even know what really happens.
So, you think that you are only one who are right and I'm wrong?
You make yourself so innocent and make me feel so guilty.

Trust me, I will repay back.

Confused!!

2008-09-13T15:11:00.002+08:00

What happen with the internet connection these days?
I can't login into my msn,
It always appear error and when I surf the web,
The connection is so slow.
Just to wait and load a page, it took me half an hour.
After that half an hour, ERROR!!!

Can anyone tell me what had happened?
Am I the only one who are facing this problem?

A year have gone by

2008-09-03T07:22:00.002+08:00

Seem so fast,
A year have gone by.
Together we hold each other hand,
And go through ups and downs.

We went through happy times together,
Where the time that are full with laughter.
Both of us laugh so loudly and so happily.
The times feel just so nice.

We taste the bitter of sad times,
The time which hates and anger fill us.
We have misunderstandings and arguement.
Those were the times that we hates each other.

As time goes by,
We went through happy and sad times,
We are still holding strong and be faithful with each other,
We still stay loyal and still loving each other.

After we have been through happy and sad times,
Unsatisfaction came into our life.
Me and you are ~~not satisfied~~ with each other at times.
But we are still loving each other till now.

To me,
I feel safe with you always by my side,
Guide me, Hold me, Stay with me, Love me, Tender me.
I love the way you treat me.
I will never, ever feel bored to be with you.

For me,
I'm very lucky to know you,
I'm very happy to be your special one,
I feel lucky that I have you in my life,
And the most important is I do really love you.

Sweetheart,

A year have passed by,
I have taste the sweet and bitter of our relationship.
I have gone through the ups and downs of this relationship.
NO, I never, ever feel regret to know you.
I have learn and I have grew up in this relationship.

I might be childish, I might be a cry baby.
I might even make you don't like about me.
I have learn to be a mature person.
But I have done my best to fix the problem.

You don't like anything that I do,
I don't do it.
You don't like me to go here and there,
I obey you.
You asked me not to do this and that,
I didn't do it.

I have changed my lifestlye that suit you.
No drinking, no clubbing, no night outing.
I know, at times, I'm a sensitive person.
I try hard not to cry infront of you.
I try hard to talk nicely to you even I'm pissed off.
Everything that you say bad about me,
I try to take it and I try not to repeat it again.

Dear Dear,

Today, it is our first anniversary.
I'm very happy to know you,
To always by your side,
Support you, Be your backbone, Stay loyal and be faithful with you.
I'm very happy that our relationship is getting stronger and stronger.
Time have already proven to us,
That a year have passed by,
We have gone through so many challenges and we are still staying together.

I love you dear,
I will be loving you more day by day
and I will always love you.
*huggs tightly*

Happy First Anniversary, Dear.

Happy First Anniversary, I Love You.

Got tagged by Zen

2008-08-27T12:24:00.008+08:00

RULES:
1. Add your blog/s to the list. Feel free to add all your other blogs. It’s okey if you only post this questions in one blog as long as you answer them.
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3. Copy from Start to End.
4. Tag as many friends online you know. But you don’t need to be tag in order to join.

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LAYER ONE:
– Name: Christine Lee Lynn Wei
– Birth date: November 05, 19xx (Girl's top secret)
– Birthplace: Cheras, Kuala Lumpur
– Current Location: Selayang, Selangor (Moving to Rawang soon)
– Eye Color: Black?
– Hair Color: Black?
– Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO:
– Your heritage: Malaysian? Chinese?
– The shoes you wore today: Haven't yet?
– Your weakness: Easily get influenced?
– Your fears: Fear of being a loser, fear of losing my loved ones, fear of FAILURE?
– Your perfect pizza: Lots of cheese?
– Goal you’d like to achieve in life: Being a very successful person in life.

LAYER THREE:
– Your most overused phrase on IM: LOL, OMG, Haha!
– Your first waking thoughts: What is the time now?
– Your best physical feature: Hair?
– Your most missed memory: High school times and also TAR College times?

LAYER FOUR:
– Pepsi or Coke: Coke
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald's
– Single or group dates: Both? Well, depends on that time I guess.
– Adidas or Nike: Nike
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Can I have cold plain water instead?
– Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: Can I have both? (I'm greedy at times)

LAYER FIVE

– A famous person, dead or alive, would you interview: Not in my mind now! =)
– Movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors: When they sing a song that I familiar with? Cause I can't predict what are they going to say??!?!!
– Name two of your passions in life : Traveling, going out with my friends and watching dramas
– Least favorite time of day: Waiting for dear dear to reply my message

LAYER SIX

– Use hairspray or gel: Neither, I don't like it.
– Your favorite meal: Any Malaysian foods? (Can't get it in other country)
– Color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes: light Blue colour?
– Listen to classical music: Depends on the music
– Ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it: Yup!! >.<

I tagg.....

Whoever want to do it!!

The last day

2008-08-19T23:27:00.001+08:00

Today, Shir Kee is going back to Singapore.
After today, we will all go back to work and study.
This morning, we awake quite early.
Haven't 9am we already awake and we wash up and pack our things.
At 9:30am, Pui Leong came and pick us all up to have breakfast in Rawang town.
We eat and joke and play all the way.
There are 6 of us having breakfast together.
After 11:30am, we have done our breakfast and we reach home and I start to pack and tidy up the house.
At 12:30pm sharp, I went to the toilet for a quick shower and we have to head to Kepong Station to drop Shir Kee.

I hug her tightly and say goodbye to her.
But we promise that a year later, we will meet again.
That time, we want to go for holidays.
We plan to go to Redang for holiday the next trip she come back to Malaysia.
Can't wait for the moment.

Reach home at around 2pm after pump the petrol full tank back for mum.
So tired and sleepy,
Have my lunch,
After that, sitting on the sofa and watch Astro On Demand, watch the show that I have missed (Moonlight Resonance).
I love that movie, so heart-touching!!!

The crazy night

2008-08-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

Monday was tend to be a more relaxing day for us as our next gathering is at night around 10pm.
We awake at about 10 in the morning and we wash up and went out for breakfast.
Since, it was quite heavy rain, so I have decided that we eat in a mamak stall just right behind my house ~~(not exactly behind, but is like another few rows behind my house la)~~

After we have done our fulfilling and satisfying breakfast, we went back.
Maybe too long already I didn't drive manual car, my mum Waja car is a manual and I keep forgetting to change the gear.
But after a few times, trust me, I drive smoothly and like a ~~professional~~.
We then head home and I do some cleaning and fold and keep my dry clothes that I washed yesterday.
It was 2pm after I have done everything.
I took my shower and we went to KPM (Kementerian Peperiksaan Malaysia) in Selayang to collect our STPM cert.
After doing all those minor minor stuff such as taking finger print, having my driving license, filling forms like my full name, ic number, house address, tel number, car number, what time we come and what time we leave.
We then head to Kepong KTM station, Shir Kee need to buy her train tickets in KL Sentral back to Singapore tomorrow.
So, we went there by train. Feel weird and makes me think back all my past. Feel like centuries I didn't take train to move here and there.
The last time I took it was like 2 years ago I think.
The time when I was still in TAR College. Always take LRT to KLCC for movies with Kelvin, Sin Yee, Huei Tse, Shir Kee and Kim Qin.
How time flies, it was already 2 years have gone by but feel like it was just like yesterday.

We reached KL Sentral and we quickly go to the counter and buy the ticket back to Singapore.
After we buy the ticket, we stay for a little longer because the platform was pack with people rushing back from work.
So we went to KFC to fill our stomach.
After that, we went to shop for a little while inside KL Sentral.
We bought a little things then we decided to go back since it was already 8pm.
I guess it will not as pack as previously.
My phone SMS ring and it was from Chan Keong, he asked me to change the tim eto 9:30pm instead of 10pm since some of them are having exam.
So, I SMS them to tell we changed the time, but still remained the place.
We went into the platform, the train is there waiting for us.
I quickly rush into the train that are quite pack.

On the way back to Kepong,
The whole journey is so pack and some of the inconsiderate people make it worst.
The door can't be close because it is overload already.
They still don't want to get down and wait for the next train.
They make spoil the door and the cause is, we have to wait for a while for them to repair it.
It was like, what the hell.
Anyway, we reach Kepong station safely.

We then went to Gasoline and I told the waiter there we have around 8 - 10 people.
So, we went to this dark place and we sit at a corner while waiting for the rest to come.

Tonight, we are so happy.
We drink a lot,
We jokes,
We bomb each other,
We play and do those things that we used.
We are so noisy until the waiter must remind us not so loud and so crazy.
We enjoy ourself till we almost forget to take some pictures for remembrance.
We chat till 1am.
We are so happy till times fly and we didn't realise it.
Well, it is time to bid farewell again and we have to plan for the next meeting.

At the car park, we still hang around for another few minutes.
We are like don't want to go back home.
But some of them are having exam the next day!!
Good Luck Forlan, Huei Tse, Sin Yee and Ken Yu!!
Good Luck to Kelvin too... In your singing competition.

Tonight, we reach home at about 2:30am after crazily joking in the car park.
I miss you guys and I'm starting to miss you guys!!

I can't imagine,
Can't believe that tomorrow is the last day for Shir Kee.
She will be going back to Singapore, 2pm train.
We have to sleep early and have to pack all our belongings already.
So sad and my tears drop silently.

She is my roommate in my hostel,
She is my roommate in my rent house and she is my housemate too.
Everything I do, I will always do with her.
Now she is in Singapore and I'm in Malaysia.
Miss You Shir Kee!!

Car Breakdown

2008-08-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

Last night we slept quite late as we were chatting till each of us fall asleep.
Today morning, we have a breakfast date with another TAR College friend also from Rawang.
She told me that she will reach my house at 9 in the morning.
So, I have to make sure that I'm fully awake before 9am and make sure that both of them are awake too since we didn't set the alarm.

At about 8:30 in the morning, I was awake.
So, I quickly take my shower and wash up.
I get dressed into a proper clothes and wake them up, lying them that I'm hungry and I want to eat breakfast.
I lied to them because they doesn't know that Pey Ying is coming anytime soon.

I unlocked all the locks and feed the hungry fishes while waiting for Pey Ying.
Less than a few minutes, she arrived and get into the house quietly and give them a big surprise.
We are so happy, hugging, laughing and chatting.
After an hour, we then went to have our breakfast.
We went to a coffee shop and ordered Wantan Mee as our breakfast.
After our breakfast, we went back to my house and we chat again there.
At about 12 something in the afternoon, we leave my house, heading to Times Square.
We wanted to go for Karaoke in Neway Karaoke.
Pey Ying did not join us as she need to follow her family go to her aunty place.

We reached Time Square at aout 1:30pm due to the jam.
We head straight to Karaoke and we start to order food and drinks while choosing songs to sing.
After about half an hour, Kelvin, Huei Tse and Sin Yee arrived and they joined us.
We really have loads of fun there, singing crazily, camwhoring here and there.
We even sing not alone, but together, passing the mic from one to another.
We really do have fun even we are shouting and not singing sometimes.
But we don't mind cause we are that crazy.

At about 5pm, we then get out of that karaoke, paying about RM250 bills.
We walked around and shop around.
Huei Tse and Kim Qin then took monorail and go back to their house.
We shop and buy some things with Kelvin and Sin Yee.
Remember back the old days, we used to go to KLCC after class to watch movie and also buy things together.

At 6:30pm, Kelvin have to go to KL Sentral as he have to go back to his hometown, Tampin cause he have singing class. (He liked to sing and he is talented. I loved to hear him sing)
We decided to get out from Times Square at 7pm since don't have nice movie at that time.
I then drive out from that building and at the traffic light there, it is red light, so, i stopped the car.
Out of the sudden, the car breakdown and I can't restart the car back.
(You know what? My car stop at the middle of the road and it caused a massive jam)
I called daddy for help and he called his mechanic.
After doing what they asked me to, the car still fails to start. So that mechanic guy told me that I need to tow my car.
After a few minutes, a traffic police passed by and asked us what happened.
We told them that my car can't be started anymore and that MALAYSIAN police guy asked us to push the car to the side of the road.
He then open the road for us to push my car to the side.
Without helping, he then shouted at us, telling us to push harder.
I pissed off but I didn't say anything.
They didn't even try to help us to push the car, but riding his bike comfortably and shout at us to push harder where we already push the car till the max of our strength.

Doing this and that, waiting for daddy to come and pick us and also waiting for the tow truck, at last daddy arrived at about 8pm.
I feel sorry for daddy as he missed the badminton competiton between malaysia and china.
After that, I drove mummy's waja.
At first, I was quite paniced as the waja is a manual car.
I didn't touch manual car for i think, a year.
But thanks god, I drove it smoothly. Haha!! **Phew**
I drove back to Rawang and we reach Rawang at about 12:30am after dinner.
I then have to wash clothes and I want to sleep already as I was so tired.
##**NightS**##

The first day out

2008-08-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

I can't really sleep last night.
Maybe I'm too excited about the gathering.
I'm going to meet all my TAR College friends from UA1b class.
I miss you guys and I'm doing my countdown here.

I guess I fall asleep at around 5am in the morning.
At 9 in the morning, my alarm was ringing non stop, I quickly off it and continue my sleep as I slept late last night thinking that I can awake when my phone message comes in.
I slept until 1pm when my phone message rings and I got a shock when I saw the time is already 1pm.
Quickly, I get up, wash up and eat my lunch that daddy bought.
After delaying things here and there (where usually I used to do that), only I pack my belongings.
The clock is 3pm after I have done my packing. So, I take a shower slowly since my friends haven't call me yet.
Singapore friend, Shir Kee is arriving late as her trains started late.
At around 4pm when I was preparing to leave the house, Kim Qin, from Pahang called me and says that she is reaching KL in about another 20 minutes.
So, I went to the Wangsa Maju LRT Station and wait for her.
We then went to TAR College to walk around and jokes with the past memories that we had.
We then bounced into some of our lecturer, we chat for a while and then we decided to go to 1Utama to catch a movie while waiting for Shir Kee that might arrived at about 10pm.

We decided to watch La Lingerie, it is a Cantonese love movie that will make you laugh out loud.
Before we go for the movie, we walk around 1Utama since it was still early as the movie is at 7:20pm while the time is only around 5:45pm.

At around 6:15pm, we then went to food court to eat Mr.Tepanyaki as our dinner.
We then went straight to the cinema and the show ends at around 9:30pm.
I then decided to go to KL Sentral since it is already 9:30pm.
After we get out from 1Utama, I received a message from Shir Kee, telling me that she just pass Seremban, heading to Kajang and then only KL Sentral. So, it is about 11pm when she reach KL Sentral.
Since, I have already left 1Utama, we decided to drive slowly to KL Sentral and we will wait for Shir Kee there.
Nothing much we can do except waiting for her in the car, while we are waiting, we chat and get ourself updated with each other.
At about 11:05pm,, Shir Kee messaged me and told me that she have reached KL Sentral, asking me where am I . I play a fool on her telling her that I lost my way and I don't know where am I as it is all highway.

She believed in me and she sound quite worried and panicked. Asking me to drive safely, don't speed this and that. She say she can wait for me inside KL Sentral.
I saw her sitting on the bench there alone. I then approached her and she get a shock. She shouted loudly claiming that I lie to her and I make her believed it. I was laughing and then my friend run towards her and give her a surprise. She doesn't know that Kim Qin is with me all the way cause we didn't let her know, wanting to give her surprise.

We then head straight to Rawang, my new house as our gathering place and also our sleeping place.
It was already 12am when we reached there and after putting everything down, we head straight to mamak stall nearby my house since we are all thristy and since Shir Kee haven't eat anything yet since afternoon.
While we are enjoying the drink, we chat and dig out those past memories.
We laugh while we talk. Still remember we even went out at 4am for a drink although we are all girls.
We went back home at around 2am. We took shower and prepared ourself to sleep as each of us are so tired.
Although there are so many empty rooms and so many matresses, we still squeeze and sleep together like old times.

Excitement+joy=i'm impatience here

2008-08-15T16:06:00.004+08:00

Last Wednesday night, I went out to Jusco Metro Prima, Kepong just to watch a movie - The Mummy III (Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor.)

Can't believe that the movie is not as good as I expected. But anyway, I enjoy the movie.
It was wednesday night, 8pm movie and the cinema was crowded with so many people. We was like buying the ticket for that movie in the eleventh hour. So, we have no choice but to sit at the 3rd row of the cinema. Soooo front. Only me and kai kai went to watch that movie since the others already watched it. I went straight home right after the movie because I was waiting for dear dear to call me. He promised me that he will call me before 11pm. I miss him so much and I'm starting to feel that we are spending lesser and lesser time together.

I can't believe that tomorrow is the day.. The day that I can finally meet all my TAR College friends after so long we are apart.
I can finally meet all of them back. The jokers, the bulliers, the innocent people, the talkative people all are coming back.. Coming back to me, and spice up my life again.
I really wish the four days together will really brings our memory back, the time where we used to tease each other, joke, play with each other, we quarrel, we fight, we laugh, we cry together.
I miss it so much.
No matter how late, we will still go out for supper and for drink, even it is 4am, to us, the night is still young.
We went to cybercafe(cc), and we can spend our time there from night till the next morning, after having breakfast, we went for class with our panda bear look and with our tired and no energy look. We can almost fall asleep if we found out that the lecturer is too dull. We play afool with the lecturer and how we make our econs lecturer, Ms.Dolly laugh non stop for no reason.
I miss everything...
This time, there will no playing afool with lecturer, there will no sleeping in the lecture class, there will no rushing for class. I really miss those days.
I miss my housemates too.
They are the one who make my life even spicer, even happier.
We didnt fight nor quarrel, but the sharing and caring that each of us have, brings us together more closer.
The time where we tease each other, the time where we off the toilet lights and we make the person inside the toilet to beg us switch on the light.
How our houseleader boil soup and we all drink together, even the soup taste good, we will still say it taste bad.
How we sometimes bomb each of us until one of us are wordless.
There are so much fun that we have in that house.
Still remember how our houseleader brought back food for us that is free of charge. When he is working in the cafe in Ampang, he always bring back any food that we want.
Even it is free, he packed it with a lots of ingredients. Our burger become so huge with extra extra cheese, mayo, ham and others. The curry chicken rice, the rice is so much, never leave out, the curry chicken so much until it covers up all the rice. It is so full and filling.
I miss those days that we all spend the whole night together in the living room when our house blacked out, telling ghost stories and jokes.
I miss the time we fight for space to hang dry our clothes, when we fight for toilet, fight for the washing machine, fight for the tv programme and even fight for the cards game that we play.
How I wish that time will get us back together. We are just like a happy family.
I AM MISSING YOU GUYS DEEPLY!!!

AND.... Tomorrow is the day for us to spend 4 days together, going anywhere we want and do whatever things that we want.
I can't wait for tomorrow already!!

Since dear dear is also busy with his things and can't spend time with me, I will be missing you too dear. Hope to see you on this wednesday!! I wanna hug you tightly, don't wanna let you go anymore!!!!! I Love you dear and I always will!

Fish?

2008-08-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

I spend my weekend productively.

**thumbs up**

I helped my family to clean our house fish pond.
Yes! Is a fish pond, not an aquarium.
The scrubbing, scrapping, washing, cleaning and all sort of things took place just to make sure it was super duper clean.
Phew! It is damn tiring, and the washing and cleaning took 2 long hours.
Finish cleaning, I sit at the pond praising our good job and start filling up the pond with water.

My mum wanted to buy some fishes and put it inside.
While I'm waiting for the pond to be filled up, there was a few seconds of flash back.
Remember when was still ~~immature~~ young, I used to helped out to clean the pond and I will be always the first one who dash to the pond to ~~make a mess~~ clean it up.
Those were the happy days splashing ~~dirty~~ water to the maid and my sister.
Now, it only left with memories as my maid went back to her hometown and we can't trace her and there is no news from her.

After the pond is full with water, we then went to Rainbow aquarium fish shop and buy some fishes that are cheap but will last long. My sister and me then buy some expensive fish with our own money for mum.

Guess what are they trying to do??

As we are choosing which fish to buy for our pond, there are one aquarium that attract me to take a closer look. What I saw is that two fishes are kissing mouth to mouth. When I was busy taking photos of it, only then I realise actually both of that fishes are fighting. They are not kissing, but biting each other mouth.

After busy choosing and buying fishes, we then went straight home to release those fishes. It was quite relaxing to see the fishes swimming around here and there.

Well, I'm exhausted right now... Want to enjoy my time with the fishes out there.
Will be updating soon!!

My house's fish pond...

Poor Service, or no service at all!

2008-08-02T23:40:00.001+08:00

It is a Saturday night and my family and I went for our dinner.
Since there was a restaurant that are newly open in Bandar Country Homes, Rawang,
my mum asked us try the food there.

We reach the newly open restaurant that are located near my house.
We went in and we choose our table to sit, since there are plenty of empty table.
I looked around, there are only 4, plus us, 5 family in the restaurant there.
Only 2 tables are eating, and the rest are still waiting for their food to come.
We sat down there for almost 5 minutes, and guess what? NOBODY SERVE US...NOT EVEN A DRINK.
So, my dad was quite a little pissed off cause everyone of us are quite hungry.
We thought we can have our food fast since there are only a little people eating there.
But after several times my dad called for the people to take order, only a chinese-look-alike indonesian came and take our order.
No, not taking order for food, but drink.
We start ordering and then she went off.
We waited for another 20 minutes, but there are still no one come to take our order,
worst of all, our DRINKS are not here yet.
Their kitchen concept is an open air concept.
We can see what is happening inside.
My mum asked us to see what happen there.
I turn and see what happened there.
What I saw is in the small kitchen,
there was only 2 cooks there, but they have so many assistants, I think easily got 8 assistants there busily helping our.
They look so busy and my dad was like, "I think we better not eat here"
And my mum told my dad that we have already ordered drinks.
Dad went and canceled the drinks that we ordered and then we went out of that restaurant.
Dad was complaining the whole night about their bad service restaurant.
I really lose my patience, can't imagine that we have been waiting for half an hour, but there are still no people come and serve us and take our order.
Really give bad image of their restaurant.
My mum was like a reporter, she complain to everyone that she knows in or house that particular row.
And the news spread from our row to the next row till the our whole compound in section 13 know about it..!
Shy for them!! No wonder there are not much people eat there.

#pissed off#

2008-08-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

I almost lose my temper today.
I didn't collect my exam docket on Wednesday, thinking that I can collect it on Friday.
Today, I went to college and I got to know that we can only collect it later at 3pm - 5pm.
My class ends at 11am today and for friday, the latest class also ends at 12:30pm.
I don't understand why they want to set the time at 3pm.
That means I need to wait for 4 hours.
So, I went to the admin and ask them whether I can collect it in advance or not.
They answer me NO,
So, I tell them that I need to go back home and fetch my sister,
He replied me NO.
Then he asked, why I didn't collect it on Wednesday.
I told them that I stay far away from college and I don't have class during that day.
Then, they ignore me already.
I was so angry and I asked them can I collect it on Wednesday instead, they say NO again.
Damn..
I need to go back home and fetch my sister back from school,
then I have my lunch and go back to HELP.
I was so unsatisfied with them.
I don't understand why they must set the time for us?
Why can't we go and collect it anytime we want.
What the hell...
So pissed off with them.
Piss off with HMC rule..
We have our own rights OK!!!

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

2008-07-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

I love this song. It is so heart touching.
I cried when I listen to this song.
It makes me remember my best friend, Chee Lun, who passed away during car accident 2months before our SPM.
This song also reminds me about my grandfather who passed away when I was at the age of 7.
The memory of him is still fresh in my mind.
This song also makes me remember my great grandmother who pass away during my form 5 year too.
Not forgetting my uncle who passed away also during my form 5 year.
I lost 3 most important people in my life in just 1 year.
Great grandma, grandpa, Uncle Jason and also Chee Lun, you guys are always in my heart.
I miss you guys deeply. Hoping that you all will come into my dream one night.
This is the only way I can see you all. Just to heal my missing to you guys.
So far, I only dream of Uncle Jason and Chee Lun. But that was so long time ago.
Will always remember you guys!!

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye.

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why I didn't show up sometimes on Sunday mornings
and I missed you
But i'm glad we talked through

All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
face to face

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As..time..goes..by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave
me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm back here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye ...bye

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I
Wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As.. time.. goes.. by

And as soon as you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
Feels like I'm next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye

Will upload the song soon!!

Time flies away...

2008-07-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

This is the last week of this month.
Can't believe how time flies...
Can't believe that our first anniversary is getting near too.

Well, Final exam is getting near and I'm right now, STILL LAZYING.
Quite busy these few days, but not busy about studies. HAHA!!
Have been helping mum going in and out between Rawang house and Selayang house.
We have to move in soon because my sister have trouble going to school next year as no one are willing to send her.
So, my mum have decided to shift to Rawang and sister will have to shift to the new school too.
Since the new school is just a stone throw away from our Rawang house.
Recently, my aunty bought a new house in Rawang too. So, it doubles my busyness.
I don't really think that I will move to Rawang as it will be far away from city center.
I think I will continue staying in Selayang as it is much nearer to city center
~~Well, is an excuse actually, all my friends are staying in Selayang, so, that is the main reason for me not moving.~~
Things are getting expensive now as still, paint, this and that are increasing in price, but is reducing in its quality.
Don't really understand why.

Back to the story, my finals are getting near.
I haven't even touch my book.
There is like, a week more to my exam.
Guess that I will have to burn my midnight oil again, but this time,
I always remind myself, NO MORE LAST MINUTE!!
Anyway, my marketing marks are ~~not that~~ disappointing.
So far, I passed all the quizzes and my mid term.
(Getting my assignments marks and participation marks tomorrow.) ~~hope that I will not get low marks~~
Well, I have to start concentrating on my studies now.
I'm still in doubt which degree course I want to take. Either Psychology or Business Psychology.
I think I will have to go to career sense and have a test there. Haha!!

Tomorrow, 28th July is my dear dear's birthday.
Managed to bought him present on Friday in 1Utama.
But too sad he have to work on that day, and can't come down to KL tomorrow.
Celebrated his birthday tonight instead of tomorrow.
Anyway dear, hope you enjoy your day today as much as I do.
Love you always!!

Guess I have to stop here as my marketing book is shouting for me to open it.
Open it and read it. **Pray hard for my finals!!**

Haircut

2008-07-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

Today I have my Marketing Quiz II.
I dare say I done it with confident, b~~ut not 100% confidence~~

I was quite regret going out watching movie, meeting friends for tea, shopping and stuff because I did all those three days continuously before my quiz starts.

But anyway, I'm happy that I did earlier preparation.
I studied earlier, way before the quiz day.
But I'm still not satisfied with it.
~~Honestly, I aim D for my marketing this time as this is my second attempt to this subject~~

Today, after 29473648268 days of thinking, at last, I made up my mind...
I want to go for HAIR CUT!! Since dear dear is complaining "Don't you think that it is the time you have to trim your hair?"
I went to the saloon that is located in Kepong and went for a hair cut. It was so short that I don't really get used to it. ~~All is because of dear dear la, tell that hair stylist cut how short and trim here and there~~

Worst part is my hair is no longer ~~straight~~ as before anymore.
Dear, I'm so gonna kill you!!

I just received a message and it is asking me for movie..
Haha!! Guess that I watched almost all the movies in the cinema already except for HellboyII ~~that I don't really fancy for it~~. I'm currently patiencly waiting for The Dark Knight, The Mummy and also haha, Harry Potter that is going to show in the month of November. Counting fingers here. Hehe!

Well, since dear dear went back to penang already, I want to go out for a drink with high school friends since this is a friday night and since I have done my Assignment and Quiz II. Hehe!!

P/S : Flo, update already la... haha!! Miss you soo much!! Haha!!

I realize now

2008-06-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why..
Why you want to betray me?
No, I'm not referring to my boyfriend, but what I mean is YOU!! Yes it is YOU!!
Honestly, high school, I don't really ~~like~~ you.
You know that I hate and I don't like Kim Thye, since high school I didn't talk to him.
After we left high school, I didn't even want to know about his news. I stay away from him and YOU KNOW THAT!!!
Why did you help him to call us out for drink? I don't trust you anymore. You betray all of us.
Always, when we go out together, you listen quietly, then at the back of us, you tell HIM EVERYTHING about what we said?
You even told him that we always go out together?

I swear, this will be my last time of going out with you..!
You know that he try to harm us during our high school,
he poke our back and he choose to be our enemy.
How come I didn't realize that you are at his side?
But ~~thanks~~ for the outing, cause I realize that you are against us.
I realize it now.
From now on, you are not in my list for outing, movie, dinner, drinks and holidays...!
You are the one who asked for it!

I'm damn pissed off...

On the crazy mood,
My iPhone is starting to act crazily. Usually I only charge one time a day, but recently I need to charge twice a day. I seldom use it but the battery is starting to give problem. Last time, I sms, I answer call, I listen to music, I play with it, I only need to charge it once a day. Don't know what happened with it...!

I Miss You sooooo much dear!! I really need you now!!

No Man Breathing...?

2008-06-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

I have had weird dream this morning. No, not last night, but is this morning.
I dream that I went to my best friend house with my boyfriend for her birthday party. When we reach there, we were chatting with my friend's parent.
We were sitting on the couch when we were chatting.
Then, my friend says that she want to introduce her boyfriend to us as her boyfriend reach already with his another friend.
At first we were surprise with her announcement, but then we were excited over the news.
We quickly asked her to show us her boyfriend.
She then walked out from her living room and soon after she came in with two boys and then she introduce one of the boy as her boyfriend.
Right after he say hi to her parents, he then sit down on the couch without saying anything.
To my surprise, her parent says that her boyfriend is quite rude as he should come into the house himself and introduce himself. Then if next time want to go to their girlfriend house to meet their parent for the first time, DON'T act like this. It is a no man breathing things. I don't understand what does it mean so I asked what is that meaning. Her mum told me, "you kill into your heart with your heart".
I was like, Huh? Blur...
When I awake, I search high and low for that meaning "No Man Breathing" and also "You Kill Into Your Heart With Your Heart".
Hell, I can't find any. Wonder, what does it mean...

iPhone vs Sony Ericsson

2008-06-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

I have an iPhone, but I still prefer Sony Ericsson. Today I went to Low Yat Plaza to buy a new phone. I wanted this new phone for so long and now, I have it. My favourite K810i.
I think it is time to say good bye to my stylish iPhone and say welcome my favourite K810i.

This is my new phone... At last, I can save any message that I like, I can forward message again and I can do a lot of things with my this K810i that I can't do in my iPhone.

I love my phone, I like my phone and I can't live without my phone.
But I still love my iPhone. It is the best phone ever and the most expensive phone I ever had.

Is time for me to manipulate my new phone.. Will update soon..!

I miss GROUP B....

2008-05-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

I miss Group B so much now. There are so many sweet and sour memory that we have gone through together. I miss them so much. I have one year with them joking around, teasing with each other, playing around, eat together, spending long hour break together, go class together, going home together and bounced into them along the corridor. They really spice up my life, make my lip created a smile on my face, make my day so colourful and the best thing is, they will always be there whenever I need them. They are the BEST!!!

I remember Jessica is the first person that I know during my first day of class in sem 1. Still remember, I don't know anyone there and we have to form a group and I was at the same group as Margaret and Kim, then the next group on the next day was with Kent, he was like asking me to squeeze my mind real hard to come out with GOOD point. But soon after, as we get along, our friendship grew stronger and stronger. I miss having lunch with KeXin and Mariann and we talk about everything. For sure, our lunch will end up with laughter and Mariann says that I'm a funny girl and the way I tells a story always full with funny jokes. (I miss Miss Chia... Thanks Ms.Chia, for all your guidance). I also still remember how me and Jia-Min become close friend at the end of our semester one.

During my sem 2, I always had my breakfast with KeXin in AliMaju. We had breakfast everyday together and we always share our problems together. I miss having psychology class together with Kim and Zen. I remembered how KeXin came and join our class cause she have a long break. How Douglas and Zen teasing with each other, how Kim explain to me some point that I don't understand or not sure. How we group together and discuss with our PDP presentation (and how we get the highest mark for the presentation, Thanks to Kim, Zen, Douglas and Santha too). The most unforgettable things is how I hurt my leg and can't attend class for three weeks. I also still remember how much I hate marketing, not because of the subject, but because of the lecturer itself. (I miss Mr.Lazaroo too... He is the best lecturer I have ever had in my life.)

During my sem 3, I spend most of the time with Waise and Margaret. We are in the same class for stats. I really admire Margaret as her stats was so good. But luckily I managed to catch up and I pass my stats. We have lunch together sometimes and how we spend our break time together. How I tease Huang Ming as "uncle" and how I spend my time with business group members, Ken Seong (I didn't forget about you ok), Kok Leong, Edward, Melia and Waise. I love every single hour that we spend together. I also still can remember how Mariann screw up my micro presentation. I miss Floren so much as we used to spend our 3 hours break together along the corridor studying together, going to KFC to buy food together and study together while waiting for business lecture. How Zen tease me that he can go back early while I can't. That was fun. And never forget how Jia-Min run towards me whenever she saw me. She is the one who always like to hug me cause she is cold. She said that I have the warmest hug that can make her feel warm. Too bad, now I can't provide you the warm hug already, but when I see you, you can still take it from me as it will be always yours, always the same, make you feel warm. Hehe!

Now, I no longer can have it anymore as everyone of them are heading their own path. They are so busy with their own life and I realize now that GROUP B are the best. I miss you guys man!! Nobody can replace you guys. Now, only left Waise that still remain the same, always crazy but sweet at the same time.

I MISS GROUP B..!

Iron man?

2008-05-07T02:35:00.001+08:00

Today was so happy.
Finally, I managed to watch Iron Man!
I met up with some high school friends as they complain that I didn't spend time with them. So, we have decided to watch Iron Man movie.
I have been looking forward to watch that movie.
We did went to Kepong Jusco Metro Prima TGV to buy the tickets on saturday, but it was already fully booked even for the midnight movie. So, we decided to watch it during the weekdays, hoping that there are sits available. After I have finished class, I went to buy the tickets first.

That movie started at 9:10 pm and it ends around 11:25pm.
Initially, the front part was quite dry and in my opinion, I feel that the movie is quite draggy.
If the front part is not that dull, then it will be more exciting.
A lot of killing in this movie. But in the middle of the movie, it is getting more and more exciting. Overall, it is not a bad movie. But for me, I don't quite like that movie.
After that movie, we decided to have some drinks before we go back since I have no class tomorrow.

We stopped by station 1 cafe and we ordered something to munch as well as to drink while chatting and nothing-other-than-saying-other-people-bad-things. This is usually what we did when we are together. Well, prepared to go back. Reach home, I was dead tired and sleepy.

Result is OUT today!

2008-04-25T19:00:00.003+08:00

Finally, after the long busy two weeks, the day that I waited the most has come. Finally, the result day.. I have been waiting for this day and today, it is the day. I'm so nervous and actually, a little bit of scare. Not because of English nor Micro. Not also business that I'm afraid, but I'm scare of stats!! I can't imagine if I fail stats man, I can't take it man if I fail my stats.

Today morning, at about 6am in the morning, I received a message from Waise. Surprise me man as it never happened before. Always, she will only message me when she can't see me. I was awake at 5:45am in the morning to get prepare to go to the hospital. After my shower, I saw her name on my phone screen, so quickly, I open it and read it. Once I have finish reading it, I smiled, her message sound so funny.

Christine,i heard results is at 10am later n v hav to enrol the subs.r u goin bak college? i wana same timetable as u le.im SO scared.

Her that word, SO scared make me laugh. I replied her and I told her that I'm scare too. Her next message is

Ur welcome.im SCARED till i cant sleep.im awake now,sms u sumore.im reali scared of stats too.n eng!i tink i go coll,r u free?u wan2 go or enrol at home?

Her message sound so funny and it really make me laugh for the day man! Anyway, in the afternoon I managed to online and check my result. Thanks GOD man as I didn't fail anything. I was quite satisfied with my result. So many people is so concern about my BUSINESS result as Flo asked me about it. Hehe, didn't get HD la Floren, only D. Anyway, I know that no HD for my business already. So, I'm not disappointed, not that disappointed. Zen too, ask about it and others like Waise, mum, dear dear and MANY more.. Thanks guys. Business I got D. But waise, I can't online in the house to do the grouping la, I need to go back to college to ask ms.grace to unblock my name first. I will do it on monday. Hope it is not too late. Ka Fei say he is not joining macro class, so, I think I will not go for macro class man as I will be alone for it. I will take business instead, if the lecturer is still Mr.Gobi. If it is Bill Quah, I think I would rather take macro man. OMG... Nervous now...!

I wish all of you good luck in future and wish that you guys will get a good results!

Idiot!!!

2008-04-24T23:10:00.005+08:00

Don't understand why and don't know why. Why there are still people who are so irresponsible and can just washed their hand off. Hey, that is your son man! Uncle is admitted to the hospital due to esophagus cancer and had an operation on Monday at 12pm. That operation itself took more than 9 hours and I spent 13 hours in the hospital. Before the operation starts, all of us went to the hospital to give him moral support and during his operation, we went for lunch and then we waited for uncle in the waiting room. Seriously, I'm damn bored man as I can't surf net and all I can do is just sit there and wait. WAIT...! After the operation have done, each of us went in to see him. Uncle is warded to the ICU as it is a major operation and he is apparently in coma condition. Because it is an ICU ward, so we have to go in one-by-one. Took longer time man if is like that. At last, managed to have my dinner at 10 something at night. After that, we headed back home. I was driving at that time and it was so tiring. After the whole day running here and there, in and out of the hospital, I have finally reached home, dashed to the toilet and clean myself and throw my tired body on my bed and you know what, I dozed off within seconds. My phone rang so loud beside my ear and yet, I can't hear it. Soon after, I have to keeps going in and out of the hospital everyday to visit uncle. Now, uncle have already recovered, only still no strength and energy to walk and talk. He still complain pain and also he can't eat anything yet. Only tube feeding. Pity him.

Because of the bill is so expensive, as uncle is staying in Gleneagles Hospital in Ampang, the hospital fee itself is already RM40thousand. Uncle have no medical insurance and we have to bear the cost. Mum and aunty don't have extra as the money they have, is for our education. So, that money can't be touch. We have Singapore relatives that are extremely wealthy and mum asked for their help. But grandma just don't want to do that as she ave quarrel with them. Stupid act of her I dare say. Last time, she have RM30K in the bank as that money is from my grandpa. He passed away and leave the money to mum as it is for emergency. Mum passed that money to grandma and you know what? Not even a week, that money VANISH.. All gone to for her son and also grandson. She love both of them so much and give them RM10K each. The remaining RM10K, she loan to her brothers and sisters. That money that she loan, once is loan, there are no returning back. I hate them man! As those Singaporeans, there are grandpa's brother and sisters. I love grandpa's side more than grandma's side. But I still prefer my dad's family more as they are more educated and more responsible people.

As that emergency money have gone case, we don't have any extra money to pay the hospital bill. Grandma, as uncle's mother just wash her hand like that. All she say is ask my mum to pay it. Hey, wtf, you think that my mum is the money machine is it? Everytime when need money, just come to mum and ask for the money. I don't mind mum giving to you, but if mum give it to you and you simply just spend it away in just miliseconds, that is just what I hate about it! If you didn't spent that money away, I bet we have no worries on the bill. Now, uncle have to discharged from the hospital just to avoid from the bill to charge us more. And the worst part of all, we have to find a way to pay that stupid fucking bill. Can't you understand the term EMERGENCY as we can't predict our future, we don't know what will happen to us in the future. You have more than enough money, every month mum and other aunty will give you some allowance for you to spend. Eat and stay is already taken care, what some more you want? what the fuck!

The reason I release it here is because I can't release it to you as it is disobedient to do it. How I wish that you know how to use the internet and you read my blog man!

Will be missing you guys!!

2008-04-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

So fast, everyone of us have done our foundation year and each of us are leaving HMC. Will be no spending time with them, having our lunch together, spending our long-3-hour break along the corridor, no more working together as a group for business. Thinking about business, it is funny as all of us are Group B members (except Melia). I think this is the only group that always change group leader. I can say, it is fun though. At first it was waise as our group leader, then I really don't know when and don't know why, I became the group leader. After my work have done, Kok Leong becomes the group leader. Even, we always change group leader, I can say, we did our assignments quite well. I dare you! (not because of the leader is useless just why we keep changing it. They are superb! Really). Always, we want to have a proper meeting to discuss our assignment seriously, but it always ended up with chatting, talking, playing and teasing around. I enjoyed every moment of it and surely, it is my most memorable events in my life. As what Zen mentioned in his blog, he can't tease me already that he can go home earlier. Hey, that is really irritate OK when you can go back home at 12:30pm and I only can go back home at 5pm, not enough with that, you say that you don't know what to do going back home so early! Haha!! ;) Will be missing that moment too. All of us is in underground, and this underground is the witness of our friendship, happy and sad moment! Will be missing every single moment of it! How time flies as we have been together as a Group B member for a year.

Group B - Semester 1..
Still remember how Brian smash the cockroach, how Zen piss Mr. Jeya off and so on.

In my semester 2, I remembered we always have lunch together and the most unforgettable moment is every morning, I will have my breakfast with KeXin in Ali Maju. Without fail, we will have our breakfast there. Hehe!

Jia-Min and me (semester 2 and semester 3)... She loves to hug me cause she said that I'm the warmest person that can warm her up... Hey, I still owe you an ice cream... Remember to take from me...

Semester 3 - Formal day - English presentation on Tuesday and Business presentation on Friday in the same week.

This is the last group picture that I managed to take.

**This is not the ending of it, it is the beginning and it will have no end if we always remember each other and if we always keep in touch**

Baby Dear

2008-04-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

This was my second teddy bear that I have received from dear dear. It was so nice to hug and it was so cute. It has my nickname on it. Just feel like dear dear is telling me that he love me. Every night, I will hug him and sleep. You will never know how peaceful it is, how wonderful it was to sleep with this lovely bear. He is so soft and nice to hug with it. Every night, the word Baby, I Love You on is always in my eyes. Feel like this word is always with me. Every morning when I'm awake, that word is the first things I will see it. Feel so happy every time I see it, I can't stop smiling.

Dear Dear tried to surprise me with it. He didn't even tell me that he send this bear to me as usually, he will tell me about it.

I'm super duper, hyper happy and I love this bear so much. Thanks dear for providing me so many things just to make me happy. I Love You dear. My love for you is always eternally and it will be in my heart forever. I cross my fingers, I will take a very good care of both dear dear and baby dear. Both of them are my precious after you!

Someone says dear dear will spoil me in no time.. Hope I will not get spoiled coz I don't want to be a spoiled child as that is not what I want! Hehe!

Last Day of examination...

2008-04-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

At last, today is my last day of final exam. Felt so relief and so happy. Business paper was easy and I have confident that I will get my D for Business =)

Anyway, after business exam (my last paper) I and Yen planned to watched movie together in Midvalley. But, before that, she have to go for interview first. So we went back main block and head to mama's kitchen for our lunch. After our lunch, we decided to go back to college. We sat at the upper foyer and have a chat there, Yen is so admired with the new HELP University College and keep looking at the projector with her mouth keeps mumbling why she can't study there and so on. After checking the movie time, we head to a place where Yen need to go for her interview. I accompanied her and waited for her in that office itself and after she have done everything, we went to midvalley wih my car. It is raining heavily during that time. Reached there and parked my car then we quickly walk to the ticket counter and to our surprise, there are so many people and we have to queue up.. It is a very long queue seriously and that took us half an hour just to buy tickets. We watched L Change the World. Actually we planned to watch 3:15pm movie but because of the long queue, we decided to watch at 6:20pm.

Since it was still a long way to go, we walk around and we went into the pet shop. To my surprise, we spend about 1 hour there. Yen was so fascinating with those dogs. Didn't take picture of her that time. Then we get out from there and we went to teddy tales and take a look inside. Inside there, bounced into a big family, I guess they are rich as their kids were like, "mummy, i want to buy this", "daddy, i want this". Their parent is like buying things without seeing the price. If I did that when I was young, I think my parent will scold me man! Hehe!

Since we are so free, we decided to have some ice cream. We decided to go to Baskin Robins and have our icecream. Yen took a very long time to decide which icecream she want to eat. Hehehe!! After finishing them, we went to buy water to drink and we head straight to the cinema. Quite a number of people there and we have settled in our place, that movie starts soon after that. I like that movie and that movie is so heart touching until Yen cried in that movie. I turn and look at her and in the dark, I can see her eyes are sparkling with her tears. Hehe!! Funny though! ;P

After that movie, we then decided to go home as we are so tired. We stopped by Skin Food shop and we bought some nail polish. After that, we went to my car and Yen collect her things and then meet her father as her dad is waiting for her already. But before that, we managed to take some pictures for remembrance. I will miss every second of it!

Reached home at 10pm and got a bad news from mum... Uncle is suffering from cancer and the tumor is 7CM long. Need to do operation as soon as possible. Mum cried and I'm wordless as uncle is so close with me.. Anyway, there is still a hope and I wish that Uncle will be fine... May God bless him.... Amen!

Taking pictures

2008-04-03T17:49:00.010+08:00

Today, thinking of fully use my long 3 hour break to study my stats so that I'm well prepared for finals on Saturday...BUT i didn't do that. Hehe! Instead, I walk around, play around and even take pictures with friends. Hehe!

Melia and me. (she is from Indonesia)

Me and Flo ;)

Yen and me >.<

Kim and me ;D

Yen, Flo, Zen, Chell and me :P

Can't believe that, we have been together for about 1 year and 15 days (until today). Group B always rock! I love you guys! Will be missing you guys..! :'(
hehe!

Unbelievable

2008-04-02T23:19:00.001+08:00

Can't believe it... My finals exam is on FRIDAY!! OMG!! and it is this friday.. I like have another 1 more day to go...
Well, I haven't really prepare yet and I'm having fever since yesterday. My head is so pain that I have to stop forcing myself to study. I thought that I will be fine after taking 2panadol and go to my bed and sleep. Well, slept for about 4hours, skipping my dinner as I have no appetite to eat and it is already like 11pm. Try to wake up and study again, but whatever that I have read, it just flows out again. I don't even understand what I have read earlier on and my headache is worsen. Messaged Floren to let her know that I will not attend Business class with her.. I miss Mr.Gobi lecture class. This is my first time I miss Business Lecture. Will be missing his lecture class and today, he is teaching the most important subjects that will be out for finals. OMG.. Really have to ask Floren to teach me la.. Hehe!
Again, I decided to continue sleep as I know there is no use I keep forcing myself studying. So, I went to bed and sleep again. Sleep till this afternoon. This is my first time I awake so late. Still have a little fever, but much better than yesterday. Managed to eat a little for lunch and medicine then I start to concentrate on my studies. I think I really need to burn my midnight oil starting from now as my Stats is on Saturday. OMG.. and I haven't get anything ready yet. So far, I only gone through chapter 6,7,8,9. Still got Chapter 10,11,13 left.. Besides that, I still have to study for Micro and Business (my most important subject and I'm hunger for HD).. So pathetic man!

Okiee... time for me to sleep.. I need to wake up early tomorrow and go to college! (and also need to wake up early to study)

2008-03-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

Tonight, i went out for a drink with my TARCian friends. They are my sun shine in my TARCian life. I miss Kelvin, Kim Qin, Shir Kee (my roommate), Pui Leong, Zhi Wen, Sin Yee, Huei Tse, CK, Kevin and Forlan man!!! So hope that you guys able to turn up man! Miss the life that we have gone through - sleep together in a small room (my rent room), play cards together, tease each other, eat together, go for movie together, go KLCC together, CC together, study together. We have so much fun before, everyday is the sweetest memory that i have.. Honestly, there are no sad memory.. Not even once..! You guys are great man! Next time, you guys must show up.. If not..Hehe!!!TARCian

We have 100% privacy as curtains are surrounded every table and only one red, transparent curtain at the entrance of our table. We chat, we tease, we play cards... You know what? Who lose in that game, we will have to punish them.. Every types of punishment we did such as call the waiter or waitress and asked them for our phone number, sing love songs to them, ask them silly questions, go to the other table and shake hand with them, go to the next table and walk one round, kiss the cartoon man on the wall and so on.. The waiter there really had a headache entertaining us.. I'm sorry man! I swear, i will not go there for at least 2 weeks man! So embarrass man! Hehe! Anyway, we do really have fun! Went back at around 11pm and was dead tired man..!
Today really had a hard day man! But every single second of it worth a million treasure of mine! ;)

Dear Dear, you are my source of happiness..! Tomorrow i will be meeting you! Can't wait for tomorrow! Feel like years i didn't feel your warm hug.

2008-03-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

Done with my Business presentation... So happy with it as Mr.Gobi told us that he love the way we present and he like our presentation. Asked us for a soft copy for that.. Damm happy!! Proof that all our hard works these few days.. Everyone are busy too with their other presentations and assignments. But they still didn't give that for a reason not to participate in business presentation.. All my group members, Ken Seong (this time i remember you, don't say that i always forget about you okay!! Hehe), Kok Leong, Edward, Waise and Melia.. Thanks guys.. I'm really happy to work as a group members with you guys.. Didn't have any problems with you guys.. All are responsible group members... Did their part as fast as they can and they done it very well.. I mean, not the kind like last minute or not well prepared. Love you guys!! **HUGGS**

Well, this is my last presentation for this last semester of mine!! Well done guys!! Good job! After all the hard work we go through, we even go through a few rehearsal to practice in SR11. Even all of us seem nervous, but trust me, you guys did it well..!

You guys rock man!! Love you GROUP B

At last, I can concentrate on my finals now..! But i need to enjoy first before i get back to the books!!

Disappointed

2008-03-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

I worked hard for my English research report.
I did everything as required, hoping that Mrs. Chua will satisfied with my slides and my presentation too. I'm well prepared, not reading so much on the slides, always have eye contact with the audience, must speak out loud and clear.
I even spend my whole day keep rehearsing it again and again. Want to make sure that i'm really prepared. Well, english class is at 3:30pm later, so, decided to practice again. Really sure that I'm well prepared, so with confidence, I stepped into the class... Waise is the first one who present and then followed by x number of students and my turn is next..
OMG!! I'm so nervous.. What to do? Remembered that dear dear told me to drink some water and calm myself down first before i stepped out. Hmm... Quite calm.. Thanks dear, for that advice... Love you!
Then, I started to present.. A bit nervous, but i just try to give my best. The presentation goes very well. But i did realize that i had miss out some point that i need to explain, but well, that was the previous slides.. Nevermind, i told myself, don't repeat it again in the next slides, this is what my heart shouted..! CHRISTINE LEE!! you are well prepared! this is not your first time presenting..! I keep saying it to myself...! Well, i managed to explained it clearly. I did it but once again, i forget some of the points that i need to explain..! Anyway, i finished it on time! Relief that another presentation is over.. Now, still left with my Stats assignment and also my Business presentation!! Luckily everything is on this week, although it is hard to handle at first. After this, i really need to work extra hard for my finals!

Can't believe that i get so low marks for my business.. Now, i need to say bye bye to HD and say welcome to D. More disappointed is after all my hard work for english, i only get SIX QUARTER out of TEN marks! Feel sad, angry, disappointed all mixed up. Anyway! Phew! Nevermind, i will do my best for final!

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Done my stats assignments! Just only done! Hehe...! Thanks to everyone, especially Boon Ming for the stats answer. Really help me a lot man! At last, now, i only left with Business presentation. really ease my burden... But I still have to study for my finals!!

*I hurts my leg AGAIN and it really pain now!*

Time for update

2008-03-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

Realize that I have already didn't update my blog for so long...

Hehe, time for update, but it will be a very short update as I'm so busy this week. There are so many assignments yet to be done and also presentations.
Hehe! I still have another presentation tomorrow and i haven't get ready for it yet. Better memorize it first.. Then i will continue to update again!! See ya!!

Poem for Dear Dear

2008-03-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

You are my air
The sun in my day
The moon in my night
The spring in my step
You are my everything.
You are the stars in the sky
The birds in the trees
The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine.
Without the light you put into my life
I would be nothing
A single leaf on the ground in autumn,
Lost, forgotten, alone.
Before i knew you,
I was nothing.
Now I am everything,
With you by my side,
I am invincible!
Feel the same my dear,
You are loved so much,
I love you now and forever
You are my darling, my dear dear, my love, my abang, my sayang
You are my everything
I love you so much.

When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care
You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope
When you are lost, and can’t see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end
These words I have written, speak of my love for you
From my lips these words spoken, will always true

Darling,

Days and nights, without you by my side,
I feel myself so useless and my life so incomplete
That is because you are my heart and my soul.
You are the keeper of my love,
With you by my side,
I feel myself is complete,
That is because you are the boy in my life.
You are the only one i want to spend my life with,
The only one that i want to stand with.
Stand with you through thick and thin,
Always stand by your side,
Give you my full support, physical and mentally.

The first time that we starts to SMS with each other,
I could see and I can feel,
That you and I are meant to be.
Out of so many billion of people in this world,
God brings us together out of nowhere,
How fast time flies,
We are now more that half a year,
Now the time has gone by, through tears and through laughter,
These days I will remember, for years upon years,
Those memories that we had,
Will never fade, it is safe in my mind and my heart.

Dear Dear,
I will always love you...
With you by my side,
I feel myself so complete.
My heart is complete, with the love that we share.
And our love grows more beautiful each day.
I have everything that i need.
You are my everything.

Love You!!

For You, Dear.

2008-03-10T15:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday dear dear was not feeling well.
He had a minor headache.
Maybe because if the weather laa...
Take a very good care of yourself ya dear dear..
Love you so much..
Must drink a lot of water..

Today dear dear went to work very early ya?
Dear dear managed to reach office on time today..
So happy that you did it today..
Hehe, at last, you are on time without me calling you to wake up..
Dear dear today get melted ya, after reading this blog..
Didn't think that you will read it.

Darling,, I surrender.

For me,
I thought that love is just mirage of the mind, it is an illusion, it is fake, it is impossible to find.
But the day i met you dear,
I began to see, that love is real and it exists in me...
I love you dear...

Dear Dear,

For you I would climb the highest mountain peak, swim the deepest ocean, your love I do seek.
For you I would cross the most wide river, walk the hottest desert sand, to have you by my side.
For you are the one, who makes me whole, you've captured my heart and touched my soul.
For you are the one, that stepped out of my dreams, gave me new hope, showed me what love means.
For you alone are my reason to live, for the compassion you show and the care that you give.
You came into my life and made me complete.
Each time I'm with you, my heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty in both body and mind, your soft, gentle face, more beauty I'll never find.
For you are the one God sent from above, the angel I needed, for whom I do love.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you sayang me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Day by day, Night by night
Kiss by kiss, Touch by touch
Step by step, I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible, So vivid, So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep, A need so necessary, A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today, I’ll love you tomorrow, I’ll love you forever..!

Half year anniversary

2008-03-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

So fast, HALF A YEAR have pass by..
I'm happy that all these unexpected happiness have been with me for half a year.
Dear Dear...
I Love You!!!

Half a Year..

Half a year of hugging,
Half a year of laughing,
Half a year of kissing,
Half a year of cuddling,
Half a year loving,
Half a year of sayang,
Half a year of touching,
Half a year of romancing,
Half a year of your love,
Half a year of my love,
Half a year of our true love.

Half a year have gone with you,
Is my entire life of happiness, passion and joy.

OKieeee... Have to go..

HaPPy Half Year Anniversary Dear Dear!!

*** Dear, I Miss You, Thanks for everything that you have done for me.. I do appreciate everything that you have done.. I'm happy with you!***

Gasoline

2008-03-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Tonight, i went out for dinner with Sharon, Kai Kai, Pueh Ling and me. At first, we want to eat steamboat, but after that, we decided to go to Gasoline, just opposite of the steamboat restaurant. We have fun there, chatting, teasing, laughing and playing cards there. Hehe! So happy that i can meet and spend my time with my secondary school friends. So long i didn't spend my time with them. Miss them so much!!We went home at about 12 midnight and i need to rest and sleep early as tomorrow i have to wake up early and go for class...

S@D D@Y for today..!

2008-03-04T16:42:00.000+08:00

NOTHING is doing right today. I'm so sad and i feel lonely..
I guess today morning i hurt dear dear. Sorry dear, but trust me, i will not do ANYTHING that you don't like me to do.. Never..
I was just joking and i didn't really mean it. I don't know that you will get so hurt. I'm so sorry.

Well, today is not the day for me i guess.
(Attended class from 9:30 AM till 12:30PM)
Guess what?? I was D@MM late today! As the rule is already set
"If you come in late, I'll mark you as late!" Mrs. Chua.
There goes my lecturer...
That is the rule that we must follow from the FIRST day of her class..
What the hell, i only late for 20minutes... ( OK, i admit, that was very late though) ;p
But aren't that is bias... When her favourite student, she will just say;
"Why were you so late?" (with so concern voice) D@MM it laa...
some more with her smiling face.
But the next moment, her NOT soo favourite student came in, there she goes;
"Why ARE you LATE? It is 30 minutes LATE.. I can mark you as ABSENT" Shit!! Thanks God that was not me!
Bias Bias Bias!! Aren't lecturer must not have their own FAVOURITE STUDENT or FAVOURITE CLASS?
Come off it la, that is the rule that lecturers MUST follow!

Well, on my way to the carpark (along the corridor)
Bounced into err, no no, Kok Leong, Edward and Ken Seong called me.. Look back to see who is the hell calling me, saw them waving with their bottle water.. (HEHE!!) funny la you guys...
Chat with them, and walk together to the car park.

Then when i reach home, here i'm, infront of my laptop and can't online.. What is going on man!! The switch is on, the modem is on, the wireless router is on.. what some more? Why my laptop can't detect any wireless network..?
Ok, calm myself, check my laptop, is it working, is it "NORMAL"...
Everything is alright.. I can't understand why can't detect any wireless network. Tired of it..
FINE!! Do my assignments.. Need not to have internet, as if i online, i know it will delay my work.. AND all sudden, the laptop is connected to the internet. Damm, so with a smiling face... I go ONLINE..

Dear dear sms me and asked me to eat..
So, i have my lunch...

Dear, I miss you very much.. When are you coming to KL? Please do come back... I wanna see you, desperately!! :'(

SurPRisE!!!

2008-02-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

Exam on saturday.. Hated that... But thanks, i have already finished it today.. 2 papers have done for my mid term.. So happy... Went back home right after my exam and....

Today is another special yet happy day for me...
When came back home, a bouquet of pink roses is here awaiting for me to hug it, smell it and kiss it with a big smile in my face..
Dear dear gave me a surprise by sending me flowers..
Really get melted some more with his romantic words written in the card..
No No, I'm not going to share what he wrote to me, it is only for me.. Hehe!!But, I will share the flowers...

Flowers from Dear Dear

I'm so happy to received all the flowers from dear dear..
I Love You Dear Dear...

Dear dear,
You are so special in my life,
I want to write your name for the whole world
to know how happy and glad I'm to have you in my life.
I try to write your name in the sky, but the wind blow it away
I wrote your name in the sand, the waves wash it off.
So, I wrote your name in my heart.
It is permanently here, in my heart,
for now and forever.

J@mmmED???

2008-02-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

This the picture of the massive jam Chinese new year is over... We start our journey headed back to KL from Batu Pahat. Guess what?? It is soo JAM as everyone is rudhing home today. We start our journey quite late, at about 3pm. Just why we caught in the jam.. Massive jam you know! Usually, we need about 3.5 hours form KL to BP and from BP to KL, but this time, it took us 6-7 hours journey. Halfway, we stop by at the rest area cause we want to make use of the toilet. I got a shock when i saw the toilet queue till the road side. Can't imagine, because the toilet is big and yet they queue till the roadside here... Man!! I can't wait anymore and the queue is so long.. While i'm queuing, i saw some girls came out from the MALE TOILET, and some girls went in there. So, i decided to asked them and they say inside, got only 2 toilet open for GIRLS in the MALE toilet. I went in there and luckily the queue is not long, i'm the second people in there. Thanks GOD man!! Can't believe myself man as the guys are doing their business just right infront of me! Hehe!! Then after that, we headed back to the congested highway back to highway...

Genting trip...

2008-01-27T09:53:00.000+08:00

Well, after grandma's birthday, we went back to KL the next day.. Hehe!! Then now, we have dinner together with Aunty Janet, Uncle Ananda, Sarah, Rebecca, Aunty Anne, Uncle Jerry, Aunty Tina, Melissa, Aunty Jane and Joshua in Genting. They went up to Genting for holidays and we joined them on Saturday night for dinner.
At first dad and mum says that just go up to have lunch and no overnight there. But then the dinner end too late because when we reach there, it is already 8pm and it is raining. It is too dangerous to go down, so, dad have decided to put a night there as Aunty Janet already booked the room for us, moreover, the adults keep talking and talking until they have totally forgotten about the time. Quite fun though, Melissa, me, Sarah, Rebecca and Jasmine have decided to go into Sarah and Rebecca's room as they need to take shower. So, we play cards there.. It is so fun and happy when the cousins are together. We then went back to our room and sleep as it is already very late and we are so tired and exhausted. Back to our room, we chat again and then the adult, came in and they have a chat there. We just join in and then quite a while, at about 2 something, i went back to the next room (it is a join room) and sleep.. Knock off man!! hehe!!

The next day, i awake and Jasmine and i decided to go to first world there to buy some needs as we didn't prepare anything. So after that, i went back to the room. It is soooo freaking cold and i just wear SHORT PANT and walked around.. Hehe!! Back to the hotel, the cousins are playing cards again and we joined in and play while each of us take turn to take shower. Done that, we decided to go to SNOW WORLD. Hehehe, we played there and again, i wear SHORT PANT in... Played there and then we throw each other with SNOW!! OMG... so COLDDDD and i revenged back.. Hehehe!! Then after that snow world, we went back to the hotel and then check out and we go to Goh Tong tthere and have our lunch.. Fantastic lunch i dare say.. We eat and we finished EVERYTHING on our table. At about 3pm, everyone done their lunch and we bid farewell to our Aussie cousins, aunty and uncle. Will be the next 4 years to be united again.. Hehe... and what next?? We went back to home.... Phew!! Tired day man!!

Grandma's Birthday party.

2008-01-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

Today is grandma's 90th birthday.. Every members of the family managed to come back on time.. **claps claps**

She looks so happy and so wordless today. Can see from her face, she looks so happy..
Happy Birthday Grandma.. Hope that you always stay healthy and I love you always!!

We really do have fun during that night. Really, every single second time spend there worth a million treasure. We can't experience that anymore as it is a one time experience.
We spend our time there happily together, chatting, laughing, teasing and lots more stuff we have done there. Well, children (by saying children, doesn't mean that we are children, obviously) have our own table that all of us, cousins, brothers, sisters, and nephew sat there and have our time there.

You know what, grandma know how to sing songs you know.. Well, this teach me a lesson that, don't look down upon old people. Hehe!! Unbelievable, our grandma, always so quiet people, know how to sing song and for the first time in my life, i hear her sing...
The most surprising things is.... Grandma know how to sing that song is an ENGLISH song.. I'm like, OMG, sure? Grandma? That song title was, Beautiful Sunday. I was like, stoned when i heard grandma sing that song as grandma don't know english and yet, she can sing it very well. At last only we (children) found out that when Uncle Jerry was young that time, grandma have to sing that song for him to make him sleep. Just why that is grandma's song... (even grandma don't know how to sing the whole song, but overall, not bad grandma!! **claps claps**

Grandma, singing Beautiful Sunday song

Me and Sarah, my cousin from Aussie

Rebecca and me, from Aussie

Closest cousin, Melissa, Sarah, me and Rebecca

Jeremy , my nephew..

In the children table, but don't know why, everytime when we want to snap photo, sure got the adult chip in. hehe!!

All the cousins, with our beloved grandma

At last, the HAPPY FAMILY photoes...

Trust me, i have a wonderful and multiracial family cause in my family, there are chinese (well, obviously), baba and nyonya, malay, Indian and guess what, mat salleh too...

After the dinner, at about 12 midnight, all of us look tired headed back to grandma house and have a gathering there again then only go back to the hotel and have a good sleep!